I dunno, but maybe start reading straight manhwas. They can also have a good plot that might interest you better then Yaoi. And also pls, stop fetishizing man. They are male beings and not people who you can mess around with your fantasies. At least try reading a manhwa that isn't yaoi/BL for at least an hour a day or some sort. ( I'm not a therapi...... reply
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