I’ve read the comments and all and I’m a bit conflicted…
I know most are saying “he’s 40 years old!” But like that’s from the previous timeline… like he’s the same age as them… even if he’s emotionally and mentally 40… I think he’s still a virgin lol
And like I like his personality a lot and if he could ever like settle down, I would wish him well? I mean, it would seem weird because he’s mentally so mature but considering his age I think I’m fine with him finding a person around his age (but who’s maybe mature as him)? I mean… it would be freakn weird if he got with some 40 year old woman when he’s like in his 20s that would be more messed up for me…
Anyway NONE of these FL are anywhere near close to being a love interest in my book (like many of you all agree with)… I am tired of the tropes… why can’t they make a character that have actual chemistry with each other! I’d love to see someone who would actually stimulate a new reaction from him - you know? Someone who can challenge him or show him a different side of himself? Someone like that haha
Idk I know it isn’t like romance at all but I can dream…
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They also wrote this!
“ Robert Blake was one of the few humans who found out about a small part of the truth regarding the universe and Nyarhalotep(Nia the secretary from the manhwa).His mind began to slowly deteriorate. He was the first human to ever pray to Azathoth. He begged him to spare him but yeah, he just perished in the end. (some are my interpretations but the basic mention is accurate).
In a way, the only way mc can escape from him (since killing herself is pointless because he can just bring her back), is to truly find out the truth about the universe and who Azathoth's role really is, which will let her get erased from existence as she will be defying the laws of the universe. However, considering Azathoth manages to control her in the end, making her stay forever with him in complete ignorance, she'll never be able to achieve that as long as he's interested in her.
Her plan B would be to wait until he wakes up, because if Azathoth wakes up, the whole world will stop existing, getting lost in the void. And he'll also mindlessly forget all he has chaotically generated through his dreams, including her. This will take A WHILE lmao
Her plan c would be to make him lose interest in her, which is fat chance lol
Another fan fact is that saying Azathoth has no true form isn't completely true. He does have one ultimate form, which is beyond human comprehension. It's basically his eldritch, sleeping body which no being in existence, Gods or humans will ever be able to gaze upon, as it is in a 'spiritual'(not exactly the correct word, but i'm trying really hard to make it comprehensible) plane above everything in existence. It would be like a "thought" attempting to notice the human who has generated it. That's why, the countless forms we see, are all projections in his "dreams", and his dreams are our plane of existence.”
This person gives a good background to the actual myth and the characters in the folklore. Pretty interesting actually.
https://www.mangago.me/home/mangatopic/20524937/
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So I am just guessing but since leaving his estate causes abnormality like pain or those vines closing the gate… perhaps, if he were as desperate as they make him seem, he would keep attempting to leave, regardless… and if he actually managed to escape perhaps the curse would have affected him, he would not have left unscathed, causing amnesia??
And he would keep walking wondering what he was searching for and who he was…
Perhaps he had been walking a long time and then would ask anyone he met the same question? Idk
Perhaps he felt something for her, cause he did say that he made it so that she would desire him and he would desire her (?), something like that???
Idk, I am just speculating here










I absolutely love the pacing of this story! It started off with an interesting take at the beginning and I was wondering how they’d make it relatable or fix the flow but the way the author/illustrator weaves the story past and present together is beautiful.
I was wondering how I would relate to the fl because of her character (hard to really read those types) but as the story progresses she seems more human and expressive.
It’s just really begun and not fully at play but the pieces are in place and the game has begun.