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I kinda like his ugly ass hair

SAME it's really cute

Sameee, every chapter i hope to see them for at least one panel

SPOILERS

Tbh Ilay doesn't become green in the main story, he remains red until end, but in the sidestories(they're very long), Ilay is the best husband, no arguments, The best.

So, to answer your question here, as the story moves forward, they move to Hong kong and then seringe island, where Jaeui is, We can see Ilay's emotional development,how he wants Tae's Heart, Body, Soul everything to be his alone, Shinru's involvement triggers things like this, As Tae is Ilay's first love and the first to make him this desparate, He doesn't know how to express and Handle his emotions properly, Ilay's development will happen bit by bit, mostly in Seringe island. Since he thinks Jeong Taeui likes Shinru, he remains on edge mostly and very insecure, to fill that emotional void, he claims Tae physically. As for Tae, He never hated Ilay, infact he himself admitted he kinda like ilay, At seringe Island most development happens, Taeui kissing ilay in his sleep, Taeui blushing because of ilay and realizing his feelings, Ilay saying sorry for the first time in his life, Ilay being confused why he feels like "This",Ilay kinda aware of his own feelings but doesn't know it's "Love". Taeui becomes kidnapped, Missing Ilay very much, Thinking and blushing for him, Taeui confessing to Ilay on the phone, After hearing the confession, Ilay on his way to Save Taeui by causing Treason etc.....

Ilay's feeling are not that hard to discover, so it doesn't take Tae much time to find Out Ilay's feelings

OH MY GOD thanks for spoiling everything omg, btw can you share how illay is a good husband???? i’d love to hear their sweet moments too

I've read the sidestories very long ago, and i personally think it's more of a reading experience.......Still, lemme tell you my fav things.......Protectiveness,Devotion,Loyalty these are normal things, but ilay does it in 10000000 power......He arranged someone to kill himself, if taeui ever dies before him, they both actually wanna die if the other dies.....One time, a karen lady was looking down on taeui, no one noticed, but ilay immediately started glaring at that lady........If Taeui ever says something like "that villa looks beautiful",,,,ilay goes and buys it for taeui even when taeui didn't ask,in the novel he already gifted one villa,helicopter,island or sm(rich people things), and even named his property after Taeui because taeui said so...............Ilay even gets jealous of Jaeui because of Taeui's affection towards Jaeui............Aside from the big things, small things matter most actually........for example, he gives beer to taeui because he likes it, but if ilay notices any discomfort, he immediately snatches that beer from taeui......He checks up on Taeui 24/7(literally)..........There was a character who liked Taeui romantically, but ilay doesn't harm that character, as long as Taeui doesn't want him to............He's very afraid to be hated by Taeui, So he always tries to contain himself............The cutest thing for me was, Ilay becomes very very happy even with small romantic gestures from Taeui, He's a hopeless romantic in the sidestories, and wanna be seen as "Jeong Tae's lover" very much............This particular dialouges from Ilay "I only want Taeui's and mine children"(they were talking about artificial insemination)........"what do you want me to do Tae?i'll do what ever you like, Should i suck you out, or prepare with my tongue or fingers? or anything else you want".........In simple words, Taeui walks him like a dog

could you give a hint to where you can read the novel and the side stories?

could you give a hint to where you can read the novel and the side stories?(づ￣ ³￣)づ

I'm sorry for spamming I didn't know it was sending

https://booktoki327.com/novel/4995951?stx=%EB%AC%B4%ED%9D%94%EC%9D%98+%EB%B0%A4
Here, you can read the main story(google translate), i've read the sidestories in wattpad, but they're deleted already.

https://booktoki330.com/novel/1664763/%ED%8C%A8%EC%85%98-Passion

HOT GOD DAMN

Fr and when i saw daddy's younger self taking care of Haruto!?!??!? AHCK MY HEART