Looking for an old manga with the top being a corporate guy hiring a guy becausr he likes him a little.
The bottom is homophobe and tsundere, small with light hair
The top has black straight hair hiding a part of his eye/face.
The uke ends up seeing the top in a gay bar and is acting homophobic.
The top is kind of a "Queen" in the gay bar and he wears high heels with his suit sometimes
The uke ends up going to the gay bar to talk with the gay/trans/bear bartender to have advices for his relation w the top
I'm looking for a full color yaoi
The seme is black haired and the uke is blond-white haired. They are best friend or something like that
At the beginning the uke drowns and he is saved by an entity, but he needs to take candies when he is stressed so that he can stay "alive"
Its not a mechanic that is really used in the next chapters tho :(
Like it was really focused on misanderstandings as they are both inlove but uke rejected seme (I think)
I also think that seme at least is in stort department at school, maybe both of them?
I remember that a woman (friend or seme sister) talk about a piercing on the nipple or the belly of the uke to make seme jalous
I cant find the nameof this BL :((
guys is it normal that im so confused? I've red it two times but ai still dont understand everything
i understoo the double unreliable narration, but what's happening is still not clear for me :(
(even more with the father and hyung thing)
Once I read it I'll see if I can explain or if I'm also confused!
So I understand most of it, what would you need help understanding? ❀(⸝⸝•ᴗ•⸝⸝)❀
For the father and his other brother, his father is honestly just a horrible man most likely due to the fact that his own father must have treated him that way thus why he treats Dohun and Dohun's brother that way.
Dohun's brother was most likely raised believing Dohun was less than him due to Korean standards on children who where born from affairs.
Since their father only cares if his children meet his standards, Dohun's brother turned out to be a fail so he turned his eyes to Dohun instead; throwing away the brother entirely.
Or at least that's what I understood.
As for Dohun and Yuwon, they both grew up compensating for others. Because they never really had a childhood, they grew up not caring for themselves.
Dohun was never raised properly, he has some neurological problems due to that.
Which is why he doesn't actually understand complex emotions and doesn't actually have empathy for others.
Yuwon was also not raised properly but he still understand things on an emotional level, he's actually kind of cares too much about others and what others think of him. So he's basically a people pleaser.
They both were never taught how to love or what it is so they basically latched onto each other in hopes of that fulfillment, even though that can only come from within yourself. Anyway hope this helps!