you are not alone, I think like this which is why I am usually always alone because I don't want to be seen that way. this made me very antisocial and I was already an introvert so that didn't make anything better. But I think it would be better to just find the "right" ones if you know what I mean. Like people who kinda understand you better or on...... 1 reply
I kept seeing these yaoi recommendations and thought love is an illusion was gonna be about this dude and his little brother. (at that time I didn't know what yaoi meant, lets say that was when I was innocent) they said "it is so cute" they said "don't worry it is so wholesome"
they basically backstabbed me I was not ready (no complaints though) reply