I've been rereading this bl multiple times however i can't remember the name of it!
It's a japanese bl manga where the top (blonde) is like an art student and the bottom is like his muse or smth.
The bottom (black hair) gets turned on when people are seeing them naked and has an account where he would post himself fucking a dildo.
One more thing. The bottom is taller than the top and has a mole (i think) on his ass.
It feels so empty without it. It feels like there's a hollow in my heart whenever I check the site and there's no notification of new updates. But just like how I waited for him, I will wait for you. The only difference is he didn't come back but I know you will. You will never fail me. You are the piece of puzzle in my heart that will me make complete.
TANGINANG TITE YAN.