It made me cry... like it made me realize that I was burning out too, how I should look out for myself and how I should also not lose sight of myself as well. I've been afraid of crying of exhausting myself and others around me when I feel sad and burnt but it made me realize it's okay to let out and sometimes you just have to pick yourself up again after making a mistake. What's important is how yo're going to go forward... I don't know it's just how I felt, I liked the story even if the ending was kind of abrupt it also gave me the closure I needed. Thanks so much to the authors and artists of the story
Wait... the author keeps forgetting her other characters, where's the spirit most of the time? The empress dowager too and the princess, just immediately shwoosh, I thought the empress dowager doted on her too, so why wasn't there any visit during the poison incident? Or atleast why she was confined??? I'm so confused











Hoo... I'm so frustrated with everyone except the mc, though I understand the deepness and how interrelated the story needs to be, it's heartbreaking to see a reflection of my life here irl.
I sympathize deeply, that it is for our own good (the harshness of words to make us "strong-willed", the constant "do this-do that", "this is better, this is bad") feelings were hurt, feelings were belittled, and it keeps pushing you back instead of forward that evrything will blow over with a single mistake. It feels like no one's there for you, and if you rebel, then what? To which home do you go to? To who do you go seek comfort? None, and it's so conflicting that you're left with:
"Do I stay and be the obedient, emotionless, no choice puppet?"
Or
"Do I go and live my life, to forget everything and evryone I've known and familiarized with, to live in isolation because I chose this, I chose my freedom for everything I've lived