As far as i remember, at the start the mc dies right after he gets this body pillow that he loves and he crashes out about it in this cloud area where a bunch of other dead people are. there is a being, forget if it was an animal with wings or an angel, who comes to talk to him and tells him that there is another way for him to live again. the way to do that is to take on a quest and complete it for a reward which is life.
he ends up tricking the mc into taking a really undesirable quest, that is to get the ml to not kill him (I forget if it included having the ml fall in love with him). This quest makes it so that if he fails and dies he is reborn again and has to do it all over again, only in a different world. so the first world is a pretty quick death where he gets stabbed by the ml. the next world i forget what it was. there are two main worlds that we see, one in the modern world and one in like a chinese historical ninja one idk how to describe it.
in the historical one he meets the ml as a child and they end up training together and the mc saves him and i think gets poisoned, i don't really remember this one very well. in the modern one the ml does end up falling in love with him but the mc doesn't really know i don't think. the mc ends up meeting another character who is also doing a quest that he met in a different world, i think the character is a doctor. anyways something happens and he ends up dying in this world while the ml is in the hospital.
usually the world gets erased once the mc dies, but we see the ml coming back to the house and it being empty, i think the world breaks after that. the last chapter i read ends on it being back in that historical ish vibe with the mc on a boat eating a piece of hay. I think it was around 46/56 chapters at the time i read it and it's been a few years at this point. It had similar art to like 19 days and i believe it was a manhua
As far as i remember, at the start the mc dies right after he gets this body pillow that he loves and he crashes out about it in this cloud area where a bunch of other dead people are. there is a being, forget if it was an animal with wings or an angel, who comes to talk to him and tells him that there is another way for him to live again. the way to do that is to take on a quest and complete it for a reward which is life.
he ends up tricking the mc into taking a really undesirable quest, that is to get the ml to not kill him (I forget if it included having the ml fall in love with him). This quest makes it so that if he fails and dies he is reborn again and has to do it all over again, only in a different world. so the first world is a pretty quick death where he gets stabbed by the ml. the next world i forget what it was. there are two main worlds that we see, one in the modern world and one in like a chinese historical ninja one idk how to describe it.
in the historical one he meets the ml as a child and they end up training together and the mc saves him and i think gets poisoned, i don't really remember this one very well. in the modern one the ml does end up falling in love with him but the mc doesn't really know i don't think. the mc ends up meeting another character who is also doing a quest that he met in a different world, i think the character is a doctor. anyways something happens and he ends up dying in this world while the ml is in the hospital.
usually the world gets erased once the mc dies, but we see the ml coming back to the house and it being empty, i think the world breaks after that. the last chapter i read ends on it being back in that historical ish vibe with the mc on a boat eating a piece of hay. I think it was around 46/56 chapters at the time i read it and it's been a few years at this point. It had similar art to like 19 days and i believe it was a manhua
I really hope you find it , I also wanna read this unique story !!!