But I get it. He's in denial.
It's easier to shift the blame to Seme, otherwise, he'd have to face the fact that he let his insecurity get to his head, and ruined what could've been a start of a reciprocated love.
Oh well~ I'm sure the author would give him a redemption arc or something. I can smell the next couple for a side series. ┐(´ー`)┌
It's been a long time since I drowned in sugar while reading BL.
Ughhhh... I should've waited till there's 50 chapters...