I just can't understand how 40 is old... I know we as youngs tend to think that but as I age I don't understand how this age thing works. Like I know he is "older" than him but 39-40 is not "old" it's middle age. Sometimes they even say 30 is old in mangas. How are they thinking that when especially Japanese people have long lifespan I don't understand the narrative.
Could have been better. Uke is a little shameless to not realize that his unrequited love needs to end. Like literally. He clung on to him too long. His drinking habit, whining and unreasonable dislike, anger for Seme didn't leave a good taste. On the other hand I wish the seme would have a stronger backbone. Like, Uke really did not wanted him. He should have let him go or at least give him space to think about it. He came too strong. I did not enjoy most of the story because Uke was already in love with someone else and did not a little bit interested with seme. They should have give it time to develop some feelings. If it wasn't for the murder change thing, they wouldn't be able to move on in their relationship. And one last point, SMUT WAS INCREDIBLE.











Didn't like it. I'm only in halfway and gonna drop this.
At first I hoped I will read a blend of "Netkama punch" and "dangerous convenience store" but even if the plot somehow similar the character depths are nothing like them.
They are soo superficial.
Why are they behaving like this? The Uke is in love with his best friend and why is that best friend's fault? Like he is your best friend not your boyfriend. Of course he is going to prioritize his romantic relationship over you?? He acts like these are so bad even though it's pretty normal. Even if his friend does know or suspect him being in love with him, he doesn't have to accept his feelings. Yes it would be good to end the relationship but that's really not on him but on the uke no? And Seme. Why are you being so bitter to everyone? ? There is not even a reason for it too.