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I caaan't! They are too young to be doing that... And Gaku has experience from MIDDLE SCHOOL? I just can't. And having sex at that unknowingly is not it. It's not a flex you know. It's not cool to be "innocent". Himari didn't even know what a playboy is when they met. They are high schoolers. First year I mind you. Just nope. Ick.

This meeds to be 100+ chapter to satisfy me. Truly.

This was a great love story honestly. 10/10. So I loved depiction of depression and healing. These things mostly need extrinsic factors. That's why MC needed to hear her mother's regret. I felt that in my core. I too experienced pain like that and It hurts as humans we mostly need to be validated in our feelings. We want to be accepted, appreciated, not be hated by our parents. It's too hard for one person to bear. And it does not to be constant. We just need to be seen at least once. Once and we can began to heal. We just need to know it's possible to also love ourselves. And I loved the healing process. Although it usually takes much longer than that, people do heal in my opinion. And I find that journey so beautiful. When you loved by a person you bloom. It takes so much time love and patience but it's incredible two person can do that. As for ML, I think he was great really. I don't think their childhood mattered because we don't understand our feelings and make mistakes all the time as teens. What mattered is he grew in their relationship. He understood and become beware of MC's feelings. Thoughts. It's so rare when a character is that awake when he himself not know how it actually feels like to be that depressed. And in real world it takes too much time to be open and trust a person to share your past, secrets and true feelings. So it was good that he learned all from his friends. I know it would be nice to see MC to tell him but it would have take much more time or it would be never. Because he did not trust this relationship. It was so realistic to seel all of that. I really think this was a beautiful love story. Not just a "yaoi".

And side note: somethimes in some scenes I felt the characters movement is so realistic. Like they move in a movie. It was refreshing and surprising. It was so subtle but when I realized it it was so unique.

Thank you for this masterpiece.

Whyy?! I Couldn't read after the rape. Yeah it shouldn't have happened and it ended for me. I was soo invested too! I can understand stupid misunderstandings. Like lawyer didn't say anything and stupidly decided to leave the country like it was so unreasonable but it can work for the plot when necessary. BUT shooting? Their first time is being rape? Nah. Tsar was too much of a gentleman for that. And if he was not I don't like him. Because then it's not love it's just lust after lawyer's body. It doesn't mean anything ugh... I can't believe a word from him after that. His character is not consistent. How could he kiss lawyer's hand so tenderly and could rape him? Make it make sense. I was not at all waiting for that. I wondered why rating is 9.1 for such a beautiful story. I see why now. Even 9.1 is a lot for this heartbreak... I am so sad.

Yooo! In the last chapter he said that concubine "you don't actually love me" and it sounded like if he actually loved him it would make a difference. But in here we see this, even if Tei doesn't love him it doesn't matter because Shuraka loves him. LIKE IN THE STORY...

There is no way in hell Shuraka would be unfaithful. Author uses distilled pure love in their Seme's. All of them always just are obsessed with their lovers and lovers only.

End. I couldn't enjoy the chapter out of misery. I'm a fool who got too attached! ╥﹏╥ But but! Story felt like it's just getting started!

Spoiler, so I desperately wanted their marks to be formed a flower pattern. I am a hopeless romantic you see... I know this is more of a realistic story about adult people and stuff. I know and I appreciate it so much but I cannot stop myself from wanting it. I want to see that they love each other so much so their second gender is not stopping from belonging each other... Otherwise story gave all the things I wanted. Sexy, cute, passionate. A lovely one.

I need spoiler bc I don't know if I can take it. I am not a bdsm person. I read the first chapter and already feeling sorry for the bottom. Can you please tell me how are their relationship is gonna go? I like the art and I do have time to finish it in one read...

Wtf how am I finding this now?? This is a masterpiece. Honestly Yujin is so hot but I lOVE everything about Aaron. He is really one of the best seme's out there. My eyes were thrilled with the art and beauty of the proportions. Ah... I haven't been reading a manga this hot for a while. I will be writing my thoughts about characters but for now I really like the plot. It makes sense, the tension never ends, story flows all the time. And main story is actually a man with a crush who can't sleep without his crush's music and said crush's making music for him. CUTE. Actually cute. Love love love it. The vulnerability, the passion and desperation for each other. Five stars!