I caaan't! They are too young to be doing that... And Gaku has experience from MIDDLE SCHOOL? I just can't. And having sex at that unknowingly is not it. It's not a flex you know. It's not cool to be "innocent". Himari didn't even know what a playboy is when they met. They are high schoolers. First year I mind you. Just nope. Ick.
This meeds to be 100+ chapter to satisfy me. Truly.
This was a great love story honestly. 10/10. So I loved depiction of depression and healing. These things mostly need extrinsic factors. That's why MC needed to hear her mother's regret. I felt that in my core. I too experienced pain like that and It hurts as humans we mostly need to be validated in our feelings. We want to be accepted, appreciated, not be hated by our parents. It's too hard for one person to bear. And it does not to be constant. We just need to be seen at least once. Once and we can began to heal. We just need to know it's possible to also love ourselves. And I loved the healing process. Although it usually takes much longer than that, people do heal in my opinion. And I find that journey so beautiful. When you loved by a person you bloom. It takes so much time love and patience but it's incredible two person can do that. As for ML, I think he was great really. I don't think their childhood mattered because we don't understand our feelings and make mistakes all the time as teens. What mattered is he grew in their relationship. He understood and become beware of MC's feelings. Thoughts. It's so rare when a character is that awake when he himself not know how it actually feels like to be that depressed. And in real world it takes too much time to be open and trust a person to share your past, secrets and true feelings. So it was good that he learned all from his friends. I know it would be nice to see MC to tell him but it would have take much more time or it would be never. Because he did not trust this relationship. It was so realistic to seel all of that. I really think this was a beautiful love story. Not just a "yaoi".
And side note: somethimes in some scenes I felt the characters movement is so realistic. Like they move in a movie. It was refreshing and surprising. It was so subtle but when I realized it it was so unique.
Thank you for this masterpiece.
Whyy?! I Couldn't read after the rape. Yeah it shouldn't have happened and it ended for me. I was soo invested too! I can understand stupid misunderstandings. Like lawyer didn't say anything and stupidly decided to leave the country like it was so unreasonable but it can work for the plot when necessary. BUT shooting? Their first time is being rape? Nah. Tsar was too much of a gentleman for that. And if he was not I don't like him. Because then it's not love it's just lust after lawyer's body. It doesn't mean anything ugh... I can't believe a word from him after that. His character is not consistent. How could he kiss lawyer's hand so tenderly and could rape him? Make it make sense. I was not at all waiting for that. I wondered why rating is 9.1 for such a beautiful story. I see why now. Even 9.1 is a lot for this heartbreak... I am so sad.
Hey anyone know this Manga? I guess there was a prince (white man, blonde) and a black man. Black man (was he Arabic??) and prince are some kind of flirts but not exactly. As story progress, they confess to each other and escape from the country. There was a war too. Sorry I can't remember much of it
Yooo! In the last chapter he said that concubine "you don't actually love me" and it sounded like if he actually loved him it would make a difference. But in here we see this, even if Tei doesn't love him it doesn't matter because Shuraka loves him. LIKE IN THE STORY...
There is no way in hell Shuraka would be unfaithful. Author uses distilled pure love in their Seme's. All of them always just are obsessed with their lovers and lovers only.
End. I couldn't enjoy the chapter out of misery. I'm a fool who got too attached! ╥﹏╥ But but! Story felt like it's just getting started!
Spoiler, so I desperately wanted their marks to be formed a flower pattern. I am a hopeless romantic you see... I know this is more of a realistic story about adult people and stuff. I know and I appreciate it so much but I cannot stop myself from wanting it. I want to see that they love each other so much so their second gender is not stopping from belonging each other... Otherwise story gave all the things I wanted. Sexy, cute, passionate. A lovely one.
Wtf how am I finding this now?? This is a masterpiece. Honestly Yujin is so hot but I lOVE everything about Aaron. He is really one of the best seme's out there. My eyes were thrilled with the art and beauty of the proportions. Ah... I haven't been reading a manga this hot for a while. I will be writing my thoughts about characters but for now I really like the plot. It makes sense, the tension never ends, story flows all the time. And main story is actually a man with a crush who can't sleep without his crush's music and said crush's making music for him. CUTE. Actually cute. Love love love it. The vulnerability, the passion and desperation for each other. Five stars!
What a refreshing art style! Charming and bubbly like teenage love (⌒▽⌒)
This is just so hot!! I can't wait for them to do it for real... And dear translator, be kind and good to yourself. Nothing is important than yourself. And thank you ヾ(☆▽☆)
Such a nice read!!!! Why I had to find this now of all times! Hope it updates soon
Lovely. This art and good vibes not always came together. I am digging this.
It's not moving too fast you guys. Shuraka is in love but it looks he doesn't know any other good emotions. He grew up in a harsh environment and we will see that in the future. As for our guy, even if he kiss Shu, he doesn't believe in love. So it doesn't mean anything. Just because they get physical it doesn't mean they are moving forward... When we look at author's other works we can see that when the couples gets physical it often does mean little to none at their relationship's beginning. So this time too, we are just in the beginning. Maybe we are in the beginning of the beginning even.
Beautiful until it's some kind of boring. The first half is astonishingly beautiful. Lyle is amazingly cute. So natural and so nice to look at. When we read trough his pov we feel like Ash is obsessed with him but not saying anything. Or he loves him too but pushes him to confess first. Turns out he does not. When they broke up Ash is only lonely. So when he treats Lyle like a princess he is just doing it for the moment. He is kind but that's it. All the time that they were intimate with each other the only one who feels something is Lyle. But it's ok. Then they broke up. Ash is somewhat sad. He goes his ENGAGEMENT party. His cheeks are always flushed like he doesn't understand the heaviness of the situation. He is always smiling. And he does not pays the price of leaving someone precious for a full month. He tells him he loves him. I really wish Ash yearned for Lyle much longer time. Lyle is an innocent yet very valuable person. One look at his lustfull eyes and any man should get hooked. His love and kindness is not something to be looked upon. Ash is on the other hand, is just very kind. And to everyone. If Lyle's family didn't want to end the contract Lyle would be much more depressed just because Ash was taking too long and does not taking the right steps. You do not intrude someone's engagement. You don't say that you love them but not take their hand to run. You take responsibility and stand before their eyes and beg them to choose you. Because you took too long and they are slipping away from your hands. Just... I would like to see Ash to be ready responsible. More grounded. But I LOVED Lyle. He is sooo precious. (Btw I did not passed chapter 72. Felt like story will not give what I wanted. Let me know if I'm wrong.)
I am sad for seme like uke is literally just using him BUT seme is just too impatient. Like he is coming on too strong (pun intended). Like give him some space yeah? He is so predatory. I know he is in love and all but uke doesn't want any of it so be respectful. Uke is has some issues with the omegaverse dynamics and it's up to him whether he wants to reevaluate these thoughts. Seme needs to respect himself to receive respect. He is too desperate