There is no way I'm going take side stories as cannon. Forget about art style changes (even though I just LOVE the original one) I can not understand sides at all. So you are telling me Yohan was jealous of his Hyung for all this time and they did not discuss it even for once in 7 years? You are telling me, he became this aggressive with his Hyung? He even punched a guy? Hyung was soo dismissive about Yohan's problems. He repeatedly says "why would anyone like me?" even though he is in a loving relationship with someone. When you are in a relationship with someone and they start to get jealous, isn't your first reaction is to reassure them? Tell them you love them? Story says Hyung can't communicate that well but he shows with his actions. Well if that's true, why Yohan is this jealous? It looks like their relationship is not made them better people. Hyung should be more open and communicative. Because being loved by someone changes you. And Yohan should be successful and happy with himself by now. 7 years. I can not believe they still think about breaking up after a fight. I dated my now husband for 7 years and it really didn't cross my mind after first 2 years. Because we talked. (Like in the original story!!!) Yohan and even Hyung looks miserable in side stories. I'm not going to count it as part of original story for my mental health.
I like it as much as I hate it. I liked how intense the feelings were. I hated Miyagi's character's being so vulnerable despite so guarded and mischievous in the first chapter. Haruto said "I love you" to Miyagi when his brother showed up. Miyagi's feeling were all messed up. Haruto proposed Miyagi when hiz brother showed up AGAIN. Brother' s story being used as a catalyseur really bothered me. I wanted to like him but there is just no coming back from what he did. Sometimes writers choose to do this and it doesn't make any sense. It's irredeemable.
But Miyagi's relationship with his family was very realistic. He of course would still mind them even if they did horrible things to him. That's just how life is.
Um there is just one point that I want to make even though this is more on the unnecessary side. Haruto was a perfect person to deal with Miyagi. He didn't have one flaw. To the point it being unrealistic. Because he was always communicative, loving, helping, taking the right steps, saying the right thins... I must say, I personally would prefer that him being flustered about what to do or making the wrong move a little. Just curious and I think it would flush out characters more.
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Loving it. It's just.. If you want to read it, you should wait for it to be finished. Thank me later lol
He is going to realize his feelings. Probably when he is jealous over something. Idk I decided that I will wait this candle to be lit and burned. Even if it's slow, I can not be watching this. I can not witness it in real time. I will be waiting as long as it takes.
Didn't like it. I'm only in halfway and gonna drop this.
At first I hoped I will read a blend of "Netkama punch" and "dangerous convenience store" but even if the plot somehow similar the character depths are nothing like them.
They are soo superficial.
Why are they behaving like this? The Uke is in love with his best friend and why is that best friend's fault? Like he is your best friend not your boyfriend. Of course he is going to prioritize his romantic relationship over you?? He acts like these are so bad even though it's pretty normal. Even if his friend does know or suspect him being in love with him, he doesn't have to accept his feelings. Yes it would be good to end the relationship but that's really not on him but on the uke no? And Seme. Why are you being so bitter to everyone? ? There is not even a reason for it too.
What do you mean I let it marinate, come back to it and read a whole lot and STILL get blue balled? WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY THAT?
I gotta learn my lesson about not starting anything unfinished. I am desperate about Ran's falling in love arc. I don't like this color on me
The question is, should I start to read this or let it marinate?
I just can't understand how 40 is old... I know we as youngs tend to think that but as I age I don't understand how this age thing works. Like I know he is "older" than him but 39-40 is not "old" it's middle age. Sometimes they even say 30 is old in mangas. How are they thinking that when especially Japanese people have long lifespan I don't understand the narrative.
Could have been better. Uke is a little shameless to not realize that his unrequited love needs to end. Like literally. He clung on to him too long. His drinking habit, whining and unreasonable dislike, anger for Seme didn't leave a good taste. On the other hand I wish the seme would have a stronger backbone. Like, Uke really did not wanted him. He should have let him go or at least give him space to think about it. He came too strong. I did not enjoy most of the story because Uke was already in love with someone else and did not a little bit interested with seme. They should have give it time to develop some feelings. If it wasn't for the murder change thing, they wouldn't be able to move on in their relationship. And one last point, SMUT WAS INCREDIBLE.
?? So beautiful. What's with the rating? My heart is aching for the son. I can't imagine how alone and desperate he is. And his head is actually working after all those years inside. He could have been insane at this point. (Not that he is sane but...) I will be marinating this but plot and their dynamic is worth keep waiting. This will be good.
Just read it all over again and must I say Shuraka is the most beautiful character I have ever seen. Every time I see his golden hair, beautiful face shape, lashes and eyes... His skin under the light shining like a sun. His clothes that are embroidered with gems. His shiny earrings. His demeanor, words. His thoughtfullnes. His unyielding LOVE for Tei. Alll of him as a whole is so beautiful! I love love his character.