Its okay dude Idk how but I'm sure you'll be able to get through it (im on grade 12 and I haven't been on school or attend it for 1 yr and a month ever since it started) (=・ω・=) reply
I feel the same as you except I don't really feel any romantic or sexual attraction to anyone (and I have no idea where I belong in the ace spectrum but thats not the point)
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Cry, rot in bed and be depressed about my friend who died 2 months ago when they promised to visit me on my birthday and they didn't come and I got angry at them blocked them and everything until one friend told me they died so uh yeah (I also have 36 missing classworks ) reply
Hi yes i now have the knowledge to ask questions here on mangago for a long period of time and hows you? Both physically and mentally or just say whatever you want to say Heres mine I do shit hard like my homework, school and household chores Yes I do them everyday except im starting to notice things about me that are really not me Yes im lazy i tend to sleep about 30 minutes a day but like rn i sleep the whole fuckin day and im as active as my cat at night Some nights are sleepless and restless some are night thoughts that almost literally makes me commit death or just cry endlessly Somedays im so so so goddamn tired somedays im extremely active My mood changes alot and extremely fast I also daze alot i much rather prefer living in my dreams and imaginations i tend to turn away from reality alot now i dont do this when i was younger i much rather focus on reality than imaginations Maybe because of my mom? Shes been really pushing me alot At times when i voice out myself because i feel wronged with all the accusations she gives me Like Hey you're so lazy why don't you get up and do the chores(I've always did my chores, every single day even) What? You're being sad all feeling depressed and stuff you haven't even got out of this house yet to feel what i felt when i was there i didnt even feel to depression and some shit trend you young assholes have(im telling the truth tho why dont you believe me) My sister whom i rarely see her help do stuff at home just got to do the chores for 1 day because i was on my period and in alot of pain She'll get extremely mad at me for not doing it and that im a useless animal My father I dont know hes physically there but ehat now? Im doubting my family Its like im losing my trust and bond between them Thank you for reading i really appreciate your time
did go mad or crazy
