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I’m sorry, the artstyle was nice but it was so hard to finish this. I thought Inhyeon would redeem himself somehow but no, this isn’t worth it. I can see what the author was trying to showby making inhyeon act that way at first and maybe realize and repent later but it was not done well. He has no excuse for treating namin like crap and not really apologizing properly, reflecting, and making up for it. As the reader, it just looked like he treated namin like a flesh light out of curiosity and then got lonely and did a 180 with his personality and the way he saw namin. I honestly can’t stand tops who are like this. And after he had a change of heart, the only thing they ever did was have sex left and right. Like it was not even enjoyable to read those parts, it just made me have the ick that they seem satisfied without really fixing anything. Okay namin forgave inhyeon but like why is namin acting like such a doormat even though inhyeon didn’t deserve forgiveness that easily. I liked it when namin left for his peace of mind and looked like he was just gonna start a new life but when he came back i already knew he was gonna forgive inhyeon and get with him which honestly kind of annoyed me because why are you excusing his behavior when he hasn’t done or said anything that would really redeem him? Namin doesn’t know his own worth and Inhyeon doesn’t deserve him after all the verbal abuse/emotional trauma, and treating him like a sex toy. Sorry, this couple just annoys me. Like, I can see what it was supposed to be like or how it was supposed to be taken but it just didn’t go through that way.
The art is amazing and the storyline is good.
At first, I was disappointed at how Jaemin acted, I could see it was all panic, obsession and not knowing what to do but it doesn’t excuse his behavior and the pain he caused to Taeyoon. I was so happy when he realized what he did was wrong, repented, and really tried to make up for it. It was hard to hate him despite what he did to Taeyoon, I think this is what the manhwa I read before this one was trying to do but didn’t do it well. Taeyoon was also a really good character, he was self aware but was a people pleaser and was too nice, though it could be called a flaw in his personality, it just added character and made him more relatable.
What I really loved about this manhwa is the clear charactes development and character growth of both Jaemin and Taeyoon. Taeyoon finding his self worth and Jaemin being more aelf aware and attentive to Taeyoon’s feelings.
Lowkey win for Taeyoon’s friend lol he really helped Jaemin realize and change his behavior.
I recommend yall read this.