Ever since this chapter updated, I haven't eaten. I can't believe how some low life bottoms can have such high tier tops by their side like this...That should've been me beside him in the hospital, should've been me in that mud hole rescuing my high-class top, should've been me naming our kids....should've been....should've been....But ALAS, the reality is sobering, I WILL have a high-class top to satisfy a high-class bottom, like myself....Tsk....
Shin's poor attempt at niceness and playing the good boy is a sight for sore eyes. But these slutty High-class tops always end up with them instead of a well-groomed, rich and well-dressed gentlemen like myself. Why do they always chase the poor ones? Tsk, somethings will always remain a mystery to my disastrous existence.
So distasteful when the slutty bottom wakes up the high-class Top from his sleep yet he says he doesn't want to take him up. So hypocritical. Yet I do not understand why these Tops even go for these Plebs when I an exquisite gentlemen, so sophisticated, so educated, exist. This existence pains me and I deserve to lose my virginity like these slutty bottoms.








Ideal males like Jaekyung belong to me and me only. Im so fucking upset that I will never have a supreme man like Jaekyung. Instead these ideal males always chase prettier bottoms and that makes life very painful for me....tsk....why must I always suffer.....