First of all, i truly understand your intention about s*icide, however, that shit ain't solving nothing. Second, you should really need to move on. I mean you lied to him, but you told him about ur emotions and goddamn Sunhwa bitch's motivation still he chose to ignore you. As Turkish proverb says: "You really think you can find someone loves you as much as i do?" and keep carry on strawberry shortcake. And for the records, you tried to tell him the truth but he's an ignorant asshole so he didn't pay attention to you. Yes you r*ped him and he beat the shit out of you. You guys are already in rock bottom. Where are you trying to go, lava?
As a defence, Akino did not see Meguro as useful; he was comfortable around him bc he liked him from the start, however, he was thinking he's straight so he couldn't name it. So he couldn't name the feelings he held towards Meguro and he tried to go into relationships which resembles like Meguro and his'. His first bf is Meguro, ofc he couldn't understand that he can "romantically" love another man. You guys are too harsh on Akino. If he really thought about Meguro as "useful", he wouldn't have so devoted on him so much. He even introduced him to his family -wherever you're looking from, it's a huge step- even tho Meguro was not sure what's going on, because he was sure about Meguro and everything going on.








Hot Yeon... no way he js disappeared like that.. come back...