BL manhwa with a nonchalant , "yeah , (the uke a nobodys" type of seme (maybe toxic idk) where he eventually crushed ,desperate , devastated towards uke. and i want him suffer.
i will read the recommendations and eat my own feelings (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/crossing_the_line_1/
Sounds just like this manhua!!

Some with goofy ahh yearning rich semelol preferably older seme. Smth like Can't Think Straight or Chaegwi.
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/chijou_100_meter_de_aimashou/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/ou_sama_no_koi_asobi/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/ouji_sama_no_ryuu/
I used to eat this trope up