Is it just me or does this feel so forced. Like the seme is forcing himself to sleep with the uke. Like idk I just don’t feel the connection between the two. Plus the uke is just so immature considering he’s like what 200 something years old. Not to mention he literally watching the seme grow up
Ikr? Chapter 30 dialogue lowkey pmo too because you can tell they want you to disagree with kiwon’s feelings and what that guy told him but like it’s all true I feel like this story is forcing you to understand kiwon but there’s no justifying watching your past lover grow up then asking to sleep with him to “move on”











Any novel readers is he male lead a virgin ?
nooo
He made it clear in last chap uploaded he’s not “ive hold back long enough” so he did do it then stopped for some time ig since he met fl
Spoiler from Scarlet Lily
When Oscar becomes intimate with Seo-a (Laon), his feelings completely overwhelm him.
He is shocked by how strongly he desires her and even compares himself to "a dog in heat," something he finds embarrassing and completely unlike his usual self. His reaction suggests these emotions and desires are new to him.
The novel never directly confirms whether Oscar is a virgin.
However, because he has always avoided prostitutes and casual relationships, and because his intense reaction to Seo-a is portrayed as something completely new, the story strongly implies that this is likely his first sexual experience—or at the very least, his first real, meaningful intimate relationship.
He is a virgin