I LET MY GUARD DOWN. Lately the plot has been focused on monster and yada yada so I let my guard down and got stabbed right in the heart by their cutenes.. I can't... how precious... *sobsss*
I hope he wont die but lives in prison for his sentence to fking experience what it felt like to be confined like what he did to our Haebom. Pathetically, riping off all his superiority complex and useless pride, and eventually died lonely, with no one to care or even mourns you there.
After reading an almost yandere top about to imprison their uke nextdoor, reading this makes the room feel so fresh, bright, and comfy. Their relationship is so pretty and comfy and warm like basking under the spring morning sunlight
Does this even count as rape... yujin basically invited him and ragebaited him with such an easy to tell lie and he obviously successfully got rage baited.(╯°Д °)╯╧╧ What is the point of lying anyway???
Sigh... My heart will forever dread the way old Eden and old Hajun's friendship turns out in the past. I'm so happy that in this timeline every understanding caused those bastard got resolved.
Bro the whole chapter was talking about how both Paula and Ethan had something in common, they CANNOT abandon their siblings although knowing what evil they had become. They are not pushover they just care THAT much for their family. In Paula case, Alicia is her only family left and she wanted to try her best to keep her alive. The girl faced the same abuse she received and grew up under the same roof. Paula also know that Alicia is weak, hence he she tried so hard to protect her.
This is who Paula is. She carries guilt but kind, she is pure at heart she just simply wanted her sister to survive, that's all. No matter how badly she is treated she wish for nothing bad for her sister. If you notice, never once she ever thought that something bad should happen to Alicia just because she was hurt by her.
She is not stupid, she is just kind, which what makes Vincent and co. loves her so much. I would hate it if the author changed Paula's attitude suddenly by making her merciless and badass towards her sister, CUZ THATS NOT THE PAULA I KNOW.
I'm so weird.... Why do I kept thinking about the eggs, like "THE EGGS! THE EGGS GONNA BURN, J! HEY THE EGGGSSS" WHEN ITS SUPER UNIMPORTANT
OH MY GOD I WANTED TO PLUNGE INTONTHE SCREEN AND BEAT THE HELL OUT OF HIM UNTIL HE IS HANGING AT THE DEATH'S DOOR YOU FKING PSYCHO BASTARD JAESHITTTTTT
Wow I LOVE THIS ARC. The angst is coming..... My heart breaks but at the same time its PEAK
Oh my god... Oh my god....
"When we get older our hearing will worsen"
"I'll be grandpa emma" "and I'll be grandpa shin!"
"We will have a lot of thing that will become difficult to do, but only our heart wont change"
"If grandpa Shin is by my side, I"m surr I will be able to be a kind grandma Emma"
I'M LITERALY CRYING DAMNNN ITS SO BEAUTIFUL I HOPE ALL LOVE IN THIS WORLD IS AS BEAUTIFUL AS THIS MANGA
Idk if it's so sweet or so funny cuz wdym he puts oranges as the placeholder of a ring... that's so creative author-nim. You GOAT. I'm literally sqeualing while laughing, I never knew I can make such noises
Did he just.... compare his big ass monstrous dick to Cinderella's delicate small white feet
People here... commenting selfish and pathetic because he tried to off himself and everything... is it because you guys has never been in a depressed state to the point that you can't think of anything except how to die? If you have then I'm sorry, if you haven't let me explain a little. When you are in that state, you can't see anything, you just want to run from anything and sleep forever.
It was suffocating to even be awake yet you can't fell asleep because you suffocate, it's a hellish loop and guess what people did if they are both depressed and sleep deprived? Unrational thinking, bad decision making, the brain won't function well. In the end all negative thoughts filled you.
These common depressed thought like
"I should just die"
"It's all my fault"
"I am undeserved to be loved"
"How should I die?"
"No one will be sad even if I died"
...when you are brave enough to act it out... it's when you know he really has lose it.
Pathetic? Yes. But that's what depression did to someone. "Just because some woman left him" it's the woman he love so much he didn't care if she cheated. She even left by expressing how she had always been suffocated with him instead all this time. All his love has been a lie all this time. The happiness he felt, its all a lie.
And the fact that he has always blames everything to himself because of how he was raised, the sadness, the guilt, the anger, heartbreak, betrayal, fear of losing.
Isn't what author wanted to convey was how deeply and foolishly he was in love with this one woman? Those "he is so selfish" judgmentality is what drove him depressed from both guilt and how it better for him to die.
It's not he is free of fault. It's just he is in no right mind to think far, forgetting that there is this little soul that would get so sad to lose him.
I got impatient and read the rest of the novel translation, but my stupid ass brain said "nah ur too stupid to comprehend those without the art". I don't understand anything except that Sion wanted to make parvel chose either kill "us" or live.
Now I've seen the art, damn, it was so much more emotional and I can see Sion's desperation. As usual stunning art and art direction
I still like the manhwa but the novel is a total masterpiece because all the little details really adds to their characterization. In the end thanks to that the character feels so much more alive and it feels like I'm stanning a real group even though they didn't exist.
Like the manhwa skipped the program that Eden attended solo, it was a military tv program where he undergoes a guerilla training, that highlighted how manly and strong like a bull he is. I still remember how they all went "what cat, this man is a tiger" and "please stop Yoon eden Moefications." after that show lmao. It was a funny part that I really live because Eden really supposed to be super manly and bulky because he constantly goes to gym every morning.
Btw His daily routine is wake up, take a walk (kinda together but not really with yehyun cuz yehyun runs but Eden is strolling for inspiration), go to gym, wake dobin up, eat as a group.
They also change Hajun following Eden quietly until he arrived and entered his home to straight up drove him back home.
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In the novel its like this :
Throughout the entire process of calling a taxi, reciting the address, and finding the apartment complex, Gyeon Hajun didn’t intervene in a single thing. Yoon Eden handled everything perfectly on his own.
It was suspicious whether he was really drunk. It was like watching an AI that only had the algorithm for finding home programmed into its head.
Only after watching him properly enter the building entrance passcode, press the door lock code correctly to open the door, and enter the house did Gyeon Hajun turn around and return to the dormitory.
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Anyways read the novel guys, here ya go, start at chapter 203
https://lunoxscans.com/series/a-blank-slate-regression-for-the-idol-that-lost-his-original-mindset/chapter-203_1/
Ethan is the best character in this entire manhwa for me ngl. I love him sm, Can I ask your hand for marriage, sir?
oh I just want to hug cuddle pat and praise Jaeyong lots and lots like he deserve....
...im afraid I will be killed by his BF but he deserves all of that... My sweet baby