I mean cant you just instead be the one to beat the shit out of your dad? My father is also abusive but i manage to get myself to punch him for the first time when i was 12 of course at first i was the one beaten but i worked out without them knowing then one day when it was obvious he wants to vent his anger I striked first to the point it ended with him having his skull almost cracked open when i was 15. of course im not a violent person most people even consider me feminine but i wont ever let anyone just abuse me cause i seem weak.
I love how the characters here especially the uke is not your typical pushover who can't think for himself mostly other mangas would even be considered rape the seme here is so sweet. And I am really curious with the translators they are such a blessing I want to be friends with them and give them hugs even though im still a kid I also want to learn languages and be able to translate languages myself.





I got hooked from the start the mc is smart and uses all his advantages for his goal but idk why it seems the bad ass cold blooded mc turned into some im so dumb i dont know what is going on but still im a lucky son of a bitch so everything would still work out. Even the artstyle is meh. i miss how the mc even considers killing useless bitches but now it seems all his comrades are worthless motherfuckers. The plot is also eww right now. So this is just my opinion but i really hope they change how they present the manga more similar to how they started it. Gonna drop this for now.