SorrowfulRain's Things

I want to read it but I'm so confused. Where does the story start exactly?? Vol.00??? I Don't understand anything. Do I start from vol.01 Chap 0? Or from Vol. 1 chap 1? Can you please help me?

My dad will probably be indifferent. He would just ignore it because he'll probably feel embarassed to talk about it and my mom will probably say "eww" and just go about her way but then she'll tease me about it all the time. I can imagine her saying "stop bugging me and go watch two guys making out or something" Both my parents are far from serious so..

Ok, I don't want to offend anyone. Please don't be rude to me (fangirls can be really aggressive so) I'm just genuinely curious. Is it popular because of the smut scenes?? Because it doesn't really seem to have anything besides that. I forced myself to read up to chapter 19 (the buttplug scene) I just couldn't take it. Chap 19 page 29 did you see what kurose said, it seems like obsession or something WTF. The buttplug scene was hot but it just looked so emotionless. Actually all smut scenes seem emotionless. Their whole relationship seems to be based on sex. I don't see any feelings, I can't bring myself to read it any further. Shirotani is so fragile (well mysophobia and all, I understand) but kurose is so fucking emotionless, he's like a fucking sociopath. He's always forcing shirotani into doing sexual stuff. What the hell?? Ok I know that a lot of yaoi has seme raping uke but this is just ridiculous. Its all about smut smut smut. SO I want to know, why is it popular? Why do you like it? Also please dont be offended. I saw in the comments anyone who says they dont like ten count, there are like a 100 other people attacking the innocent person who voiced his/her opinion. Also I dropped it after the buttplug scene because I figured I would rather go watch gay porn on redtube (and I did) so dont tell me to "dont like, dont read"
Also sorry for my english. I'm not a native speaker.

I love yaoi, okay? Don't get me wrong. But are you seriously okay with the uke falling in love with the rapist/predator/paedo seme? Whatever the reason maybe for the seme to do it but this really really bothers me becoz most of the time it's becoz the seme is afraid to confess or some bullshit. Is it really love if you rape them? Like what? I just want to know your opinion. Is it considered okay in japan? I mean there are 11-12 year old girls reading this shit. They are going to think rape is okay. OR even consider it a form of true love. Why no one says anything about it? Is everyone aware of this risk in japan? I mean in my country this would be banned lol.