Kanami Manumbag's Things

So I just helped my parents fill up their car with two 15L gallons of gas. Originally, mom said I should wash and prep the vegetables we bought earlier but then while I was at it, dad aggressively called me and said that I should stop slacking and help them fill it up??? A few minutes before actually calling me, they asked me to bring them a funnel from the kitchen bc the pump they bought for the gas had a soft and bendy tube which would fold up a V by itself if not assisted. When it was getting faulty and I came over, I still saw the funnel unused bc the end is too short for the tank and I was like, "And so these are the people that kept telling me I don't have common sense? Lol" for context, the pump was rubber that came with a long soft plastic tube (you cut it into two then one side is inserted into the gallon and the other into the car and the other ends are attached to the pump), so when I got out to the car i was told that I should help in squeezing the parts of the tube that would turn into a V so that it could go in smoothly. When that barely worked the gasoline out, dad suggested that he should just suck the gasoline out and siphon it into the gas tank like the good old days, when that didn't work they just stood there and argued what to do next.

When I was starting to get annoyed by mosquitoes, I finally suggested that they should just remove one of the tubes and attach it to the end of the funnel and just pour the gas in. So I held the contraption steady for mom to pour it all in and what do you know? It worked. But mom's hands are shaky bc of the weight so some of it somehow spilled onto my hands.

Why didn't dad just do it instead of mom? He's old, my arms are sore and kinda shaky, they have a 38 year age gap, and she insisted. My mom cares for him more than me anyway. And I can't be mad anymore, I'm used to it. How he throws a tantrum over the smallest things. How he cuts you off while you're not finished talking to immediately share his opinion. How he didn't feel any remorse when mom got into an accident all bc of him. How he just can't accept his wrongs. How he finds it hard to apologize. Everything.

So anyways how do I get rid of the smell? I could smell it the same way a girl can smell her pad full of blood. I mean I used to love the smell of it from gas stations but didn't know it could be this overwhelmingly strong when exposed for quite long and everything I touch for a few minutes would also smell like it.

Even way before AIs like Gemini and chatgpt were a thing, and maybe up until now even, the "Human X realistically human looking AI robot" romance trope in medias like film and printed/animated fiction actually have/had a pretty decent amount of people in their fanbase. And the robot love interest is either treated as a real human character or questioned of what they have in their pants, "it's prolly just some good quality silicone" some even say. And the typical storyline for it is like: main protag is problematic, a friend or an ad online recommends a site that sells human realistic AI robots for companionship, mc tries it out, the robot arrives at mc's home, robot wakes up and does a self-intro, mc somehow gradually falls hard for robot, robot is suddenly aware that it's slowly obtaining human emotions, they fall in love. And sometimes, the site is somehow connected with the government and if they find out that the robot somehow became too self-aware, they'll hunt it down because it's a "defect" or wtv for the plot. Some of y'all prolly encountered these before.

Yes I'm aware that real people authored these things and is prolly a fetish to some, especially the consumers. But idk guys, I'm prolly on the spectrum, I'm not even diagnosed yet. The only thing in me that's diagnosed is my scoliosis. Lolz, it's just that I'm genuinely curious if this is an exemption or not.

And yes, I too don't support the use of AI for the simplest of things. But I sometimes do ask for help in academics such as summarizing something that I need to read and make an essay about bc too much words can be dizzying for me. Then I'll read what they send me back when I feel a little better, and then start my draft. But I always prefer to find the time to do things manually though. A teacher of mine has always told us to never fully rely on AI bc it hinders one's creativity and that you should be the one controlling it, not the other way around.

(e.g. supporting a presidential candidate)

I literally can't stand my classmate bruh, "whatever our church's opinion is also our opinion" they be making it their whole personality sometimes like euuggghhhh imagine supporting a politician that 1: don't even care about you, 2: has killed multiple innocent civilians during his term, 3: is close friends with a self proclaimed son of God that turned out to be a pred that raped the CHILDREN and women in his church, 4: is now in the Hague, lol (if you know who/what I'm talking about, then that's def what it is) some religions even call themselves the "True Christian" or wtv.

One time I hopped on public transport w a male classmate in highschool and coincidentally, we were talking about the history of religion and Christianity when the guy sitting next to him literally said "why don't you try going to the xx church, you should def try it" and in my mind I'm like: "EXCUSE ME?? Are you a part of this conversation???" Like we had just actually talked about how bad their whole organization is wayyy before we got on that bus. Thank god we were already on a different topic when we got on, lol. And the way he said it and looked at us was very idk... condescending... and he even ended it with a suspicious smile like... ??

Everything else that they talk about their church just sounds so restrictive of anything that's unrelated to them specifically. Like, if you love singing, then why the fuck are you not allowed to join the Glee club at uni just because of the probability that they're connected to a different religion? I literally joined like 2 or 3 Christian clubs (one of them turned out to be a narcissistic cult when I actually paid their church a visit but that's a different story for another day) and I still am pretty Catholic, lol.

Like dawg I used to think we already separated these two things since the 19th century or something

I love my bestie soooo muchhhhh guys! Like, I care for them a whole lot that Idgaf if I'm gooning to some mommy's strap ASMR at 2am and they suddenly send me a "I can't do this anymore, I hate my dad, I hate my mom, my whole family, they're all so selfish I wanna kms it's like they don't even care for me, why do they treat me like this? Do I not deserve to be loved by my own family?" Bc they listen to me all the time. I'd literally drop wtv I'm doing just to try my best to listen and comfort u bro. And no, you're never a bother to me, don't think of yourself like that, just let all of it out on me pookie♡

Was fingerblasting my anus for the first time and fell asleep. Woke up to it getting stuck and my mom calling on my phone saying they'll be home in a few hours. I can't get my fingers out and I still haven't got the meat we're having for dinner out the freezer. Help me what do I do plsplsplsss