Ive binge-Readed this and i can understand why tjian Is endgame. I probably missed something, but ive noticed that Ian was Always drawn to tj no matter what. Jo was the Life he wanted to have (a beautiful Life with a family) and a relationship with him would have been good for Ian, but not for Jo- he wouldve been corrupted. Ian's world Is different from Jo's. In another Life they wouldve been endgame, but Ian Is way too immersed in the gangster world, and way too attached to tj, Who Is the only One Who can understand him ("we're not two humans Who console each other but two lonely beasts". ) tbh im pretty Happy with the endgame, but at the same time i wouldve preferred a more in depth analysis on ian's feelings, cuz he says he loved Jo, but i cant understand why










Can someone spoil me whats xin lu's reaction when he finds out It was Gable Who saved him when he was a kid?
From what I recall he thanked Yuri and wasn't angry at all. It was pretty chill.
I bet he shot him like three times and then they had a conversation and it was chill
Bruh nah it was aight
when he found out, xinlu was already pretty attached to yuri so instead of being upset, he was pretty happy since that meant he was yuri's first love lol (further spoilers about the novel: but he also got quite upset because yuri didn't reach out to him after saving him as a child, which meant if yuri left him now, he would likely not contact him either)