Mandragora's Things

When I was in high school, I didn't want to. I was terrified with my changing body throughout puberty and adolescence. I also didn't want to be that girl who was being talked about having "done the deed". I went to a girls school and majority are conservative people. I don't make it such a big deal that I'm still a virgin (being well into my 20s ......   reply

I have nothing about first love in terms of romantic relationships. The first person I've ever "fallen in love" with was someone I couldn't pursue a romance with for many reasons. I consider him my first mentor because he encouraged me to dream and dream big, and in some ways, I aspire to be like him. He passed away the following year from cancer. ......   1 reply

I was 15 when a friend lent me Hybrid Child. We were in the same drama class. I was like "Why not?" thinking it was shoujo. No warning whatsoever about what it was and my first impression was "WTF did I just read?". I didn't seek out BL until I was of age, when I encountered someone's question about Crimson Spell on Yahoo Answers... totally wasn't ......   1 reply