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Never understood why i couldn't completely get with this story until i just re-read it. I didn't like how the uke sacrificed his potential career for the seme. Seme could've also been- "you should try everything you want Yuta, our bond won't change". But instead did the exact opposite. I felt it would've been better if he went to another university for baseball and tried it out to see whether baseball as a professional career was for him. And the seme randomly distancing himself in the beginning was an odd choice. I personally felt "why'd you do that?" No reason, no explanation, just random distancing because he likes the uke. It was all odd- apart from jealousy or actions based on jealousy you don't technically see any aspects of his love.
Lastly, another comment mentioned control and I can see that as well, very well pointed out. Personally, maybe years ago in the midst of all the "non-con" bls this seemed good I guess(even then the career thing bothered me) but frankly i didn't feel any emotions from this（￣へ￣）
Wtf is going on. What's that plot line- being pushy, threatening him, making him drunk and then sexually assaulting him and still being pushy when he's clearly so traumatized. Wtf is this author writing- you liked it cuz you're not longer trembling. Disgusting garbage character- dropped immediately. (╬￣皿￣)凸