not_alyssa

I was reading this yaoi a while back and realized I haven't gotten updates for it in a while. I looked through my list and it must have disappeared back when we had the server issues. I apologize in advance for my awful explanation but my memory is foggy.

It was essentially about mc who was a follower in this demonic(?) sect. I believe he was pretty low in the food chain. The leader/master (ML) of this sect had reached a peak in his power(?) and was able to reverse his aging/restore his youth so that he was no longer an old man. MC ends up being forced to be the leader's lover.

Random plot points I remember:

MC ws forced to move to better living quarters given his new position as the leader's lover despite his protests.

I want to say there was a scene where another follower of the sect assaults the mc and ML secretly takes care of it.

The ML ends up traveling over an issue with this token(?) that has been stolen. I believe it was by a guy who previously a member of the sect (or maybe they'd just been friends or something) and was thought to be dead. But he has returned in some unexplained plan for revenge or chaos.

I read it years ago and since the lists got destroyed...yeah. anyways.

It's about this young gay guy who is a fan of this male model (ML), to the point that his room is covered in posters of this guy. The ML ends up being his neighbor but MC plans to avoid him until stumbling upon another guy trying to attack(?) the ML. (This guy is ML's coworker and even harms MC with knife during a confrontation.) They (MC and ML) essentially become friends but MC tries to keep his distance because he's secretly such a big fan.

ML gets upset about the obvious distance/aversion. He sees MC go home with another guy, hears them fuck, and then confronts MC. They end up getting tg ofc and the ML finds out the whole truth.

I've googled it about twenty different ways, to no avail. Probably because yaoi is so saturated now as a genre lol.