I was reading this yaoi a while back and realized I haven't gotten updates for it in a while. I looked through my list and it must have disappeared back when we had the server issues. I apologize in advance for my awful explanation but my memory is foggy.
It was essentially about mc who was a follower in this demonic(?) sect. I believe he was pretty low in the food chain. The leader/master (ML) of this sect had reached a peak in his power(?) and was able to reverse his aging/restore his youth so that he was no longer an old man. MC ends up being forced to be the leader's lover.
Random plot points I remember:
MC ws forced to move to better living quarters given his new position as the leader's lover despite his protests.
I want to say there was a scene where another follower of the sect assaults the mc and ML secretly takes care of it.
The ML ends up traveling over an issue with this token(?) that has been stolen. I believe it was by a guy who previously a member of the sect (or maybe they'd just been friends or something) and was thought to be dead. But he has returned in some unexplained plan for revenge or chaos.
Why was bro saying "Haa..." every three seconds lmao. we get it, you're turned on.
Anyways. Angst ahead
Maybe now we can get a chase arc from the ML lol. He needs to feel some pressure. I already know he's gonna reject him by saying it's a turn off or something. Now he needs to feel some desperation
Does anyone know if the translator is okay with the chapters being uploaded here? I'd like to upload the missing parts in the correct order
I've reread to make sure I wasn't wrong...but I hate the way this story is written to demonize MC for being ugly/being insecure about his looks. They just constantly throw it in his face and make things his fault just bc he has feelings??? I really hate the ML. Hardly ever stands up for him. It's just a constant pity party for the ML too.
I'm calling it that cheol will bottom too lol. We already saw that minyoung has been the top with all of his partners since they broke up. It's something he's been wanting and, as we've seen, he has used sex (with cheol topping) as a tool to keep him attached. I think Minyoung is playing the long game with it, given that we already know how manipulative and obsessed he is.
Just my current hypothesis. Only time will tell fs
Did I completely miss the explanation of ML's backstory? I feel like we're missing a lot of info about him and his past
My main issue was the flow of the story??? I feel like bro moved on from having to deliver children WAY too quickly lmaoooo and suddenly you're in love too HUH
I read it years ago and since the lists got destroyed...yeah. anyways.
It's about this young gay guy who is a fan of this male model (ML), to the point that his room is covered in posters of this guy. The ML ends up being his neighbor but MC plans to avoid him until stumbling upon another guy trying to attack(?) the ML. (This guy is ML's coworker and even harms MC with knife during a confrontation.) They (MC and ML) essentially become friends but MC tries to keep his distance because he's secretly such a big fan.
ML gets upset about the obvious distance/aversion. He sees MC go home with another guy, hears them fuck, and then confronts MC. They end up getting tg ofc and the ML finds out the whole truth.
I've googled it about twenty different ways, to no avail. Probably because yaoi is so saturated now as a genre lol.
This is manipulation. Whether or not anyone here wants to accept it, that falls under emotional or mental abuse. Not up for a debate, that's fact. We know from the story that "namers" are inevitably drawn to/attracted to each other. So it was bound to happen that they "fall" for each other. And by withholding the information from MC, he's making it out to be something more genuine than it is. Not to mention the lie in general. Relationships (romantic or otherwise) built on lies are realistically doomed to fail. The trust would be gone. Don't even get me started on how entitled ML was when trying to find out if MC was his namer match. The ML has the upper hand here and he knows it and sees nothing wrong. Shit makes me sick. I even enjoy a lot of manga&webtoons that feature dark themes but something about this one is not right. Like it's being treated too lightly idk. It's unlikely but it would be a welcome surprise if MC gets with someone else ultimately. ML has no redeeming qualities at present.


















