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Imagine going after someone who PAID for your webtoon. Not giving a rats ass about the mental trauma you could be causing them after preaching about your own suicidal feeling. What a hypocrite. I deeply regret buying any of the webtoons chapters. She straight up managed to guilt trip me into it as well.

ngl I’ve been reading this for almost a year now and i have reread it from the beginning twice and even so, I’m started to get more and more confused over what exactly the plot and purpose of this is. don’t get me wrong tho, i still thoroughly love this , I’m just starting to wonder what’s happening

Chapters 22 - 50 are in the PRESENT TIME. Zhan Zheng Xi is in College and Jian Yi, who has been missing for 3 years, is now back and apparently living with him(?) as he makes up high school. The only background that we're given is that Jian Yi went missing the 2nd day of his and Zhan's first year of high school.

Chapters 51+ are set in the PAST. They're a flashback to Zhan's and Jian Yi's third year of Middle School (yes they are 15 and middle schoolers so calm your horny down a notch lol). We see the build up of the friendship between the four boys and their individual relationships. Everything we're reading now is building up to their middle school graduation and eventually the day that Jian Yi disappears.

EXCEPTIONS -- Some of the SPECIAL Chapters, such as Ch. 224 - The Christmas Special, are also set in the PRESENT. Which is why we see that the boys look a bit different, and in this specific chapter Jian Yi mentions that everyone else is in college but him (bc he has to make up high school).

As things have developed I'm sure the creator probably didn't realize this would be such a BIG project or so popular so they've probably have added and developed things in the PAST chapters, that don't translate well to the PRESENT chapters ( such as Zhan's Present personality in the early chapters being a bit more snappy and irritable, while his current Past personality actually shows him be a bit more laid back and mellow). DON'T look too much into it. Just enjoy things as they develop. The author may go back and revise the Present chapters to match things up a bit more.

Wtf is up with reuploading chapters and the atrocious watermarks?
There were two watermarks on a dick that were so distracting because they fucking look like dragon balls. 2 DRAGON BALLS ON A DICK IS NOT WHAT I EXPECT WHEN I READ BL BRO.

hello, how do we report a user?

they cut out the part where they explained why that type of flower is the one weiying choose to give/throw to Lanzhan

the hidden meaning behind the flower ah-
it's so meaningful too and they cut it out hmm

Edit : meaning of a peony is "wishing you would return my feelings" or "to part with a heavy heart."

i just copied it from the website bc I'm not good at explaining

dj mo dao zu shi cute scene in https://hongnki.wordpress.com/2016/11/14/ma-dao-to-su-doujinshi-6/

Rong Liu has been dejected for the past few days, and even Tan Mi's provocation has been unwilling to fight back. Everyone can see his depression.

After all, he didn't like to laugh anymore. He was so worried that he even tied Rong Si's diapers upside down.

Xiao Teng was also a little uneasy about this.

To Rong Liu, he is definitely not as cold and ruthless as his face. It's just that Rong Liu understands him and tolerates him, so he can do his own way, and never has to do some comforting and accommodating actions.

However, he was also worried that Rong Liu might be unhappy. No, it should be said that Rong Liu was already unhappy.

So Xiao Teng, who was most afraid of discussing emotional matters with others, finally made an appointment with Rong Liu to sit down and have a good talk.

Xiao Teng thought about it and said, "The reason I said to Xiao Yin that day was because I was in front of the child..."

Rong Liu interrupted him and said, "I understand this."

"Ok……"

Rong Liu was very distressed: "Because I understand everything, I don't know what to do. On the one hand, I know that I can't ask for it, and on the other hand, I really want to ask for it."

"..."

"I know you can't speak sweet words. You are such a person. I don't expect to hear anything good from you."

"..."

"But it's not enough to understand. You don't give me enough sense of security, do you understand?"

Xiao Teng said, "A sense of security?"

"Yes it is."

Xiao Teng said: "How to say?"

Rong Liu has a kind of trouble with Niu playing the piano: "Hey, you...you will always be like this. I don't know how I am different from other people."

"..."

"You said that day, I can take care of you here. At that time, I felt that that was the best promise I could get from you. That sentence is enough, and I will be fulfilled. But now, sometimes I really feel that I have over-interpreted and acted passionately."

"..."

"Are you really thinking about accepting me?" Rong Liu said, "It's not just the kind of pension for me, nor the kind of Wang Jing, but, but..."

"..."

Rong Liu said: "It's the kind of being together for life, do you understand?"

Xiao Teng expressionlessly said, "I understand."

"..." Rong Liu stared at him nervously, but couldn't get any further information from him.

Xiao Teng asked: "Then what?"

Rong Liu had already lost his kind of smile. The cloud was light and breezy, and he could only say madly: "Xiao Teng! I know what kind of person you are. I don't ask for too much, but I also need a little protection. , Do you understand? I need something to make me feel that I am different from other people. It's like, like, how to put it, if you want to guarantee Wang Jing's pension, you have to sign a contract for him, don't you? "

Xiao Teng said: "Wang Jing has no contract."

Rong Liu speechlessly asked the sky: "Hey, me, I'm just giving an example..."

Xiao Teng asked again: "So you want a contract?"

Rong Liuyi looked unhappy, and hugged his head: "It's not! Hey..."

He wailed desperately and threw himself on the table.

Xiao Teng thought for a while and said, "Oh, I seem to understand."

Rong Liu lay down on the table dejectedly, as if his soul was already out of his body, walking dead. He basically has no hope for what Xiao Teng calls "understanding".

What can this man understand.

He and his original intention are fundamentally different.

Maybe Xiao Teng has a unique emotion that he can't let go of, but this man has never really loved someone well.

Xiao Teng can never understand his mood, just like a person can't imagine a color that he has never seen before.

In the end, it's just his chase game alone.

Although he will not regret it and will not stop, after all, it is inevitable that he will lose something.

Xiao Teng pondered for a while, opened a drawer with a key, rummaged, and took out something from the depths.

Rong Liu was still lying on his stomach, like a stranded fish, moving his eyes stupidly, watching the man's every move with a dull expression.

When Xiao Teng took out the thing, he chuddled slightly, as if to disperse the non-existent dust on it.

"When Tong Shu left before, he left this behind."

"..."

Xiao Teng put the thing on the table and slowly pushed it in front of Rong Liu with his fingers.

"It's old, maybe not so good. But I only have this in my hand. Do you want to hold it first?"


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Rong Liu was dumbfounded.

The sunlight came in through the screen windows, folding the perfectly cut stone into an unusually bright light that did not fade due to the passage of time.

In the long period of weird silence, Xiao Teng couldn't help but frown slightly, and said suspiciously: "Oh, didn't you want this?"

He is also very strange. The young man said he wanted a guarantee. After all, when it comes to promises and guarantees, what form of expression in the dunya can surpass this?

Rong Liu just woke up, grabbed the box and let out a frantic howl: "Oh!! I want to call! Call Ren Ningyuan, and Ye Xiutuo! No!!! I want to be in front of them! Show them! Ow!"

Xiao Teng watched him screaming and rushing out of the door and ran away in a frantic state. He couldn't help but be inexplicable.

But anyway, Rong Liu seemed very happy.

that's fine.

He will also be a little happy because of the happiness of his youth.

He will eventually try to figure out new colors that he has never seen before as a person.

(END)

Hey there. I came here because the number of people who recommended this manhwa to have "consensual", "healthy", and "accurate" representation of BDSM is quite concerning. While, yes, this is just a fictional story and the portrayal of BDSM shouldn't be 100% accurate, I believe that people who are digesting such content should be educated of what a Safe, Sane, and Consensual (SSC) BDSM is like. That being said, I’m not here to solely find faults in this work and the like, but rather, I would like to provide everyone an insight of how BDSM should be by enumerating some of the red flags I have seen in this manhwa :)

Common misconception: BDSM is always about/leads to sex.
   BDSM doesn’t have to be sexual in nature. Although, some people’s kinky relationships and BDSM play are focused on sex, the types of relationships included under the BDSM umbrella are plentiful. For some, it’s a way to reach catharsis or a heightened state, and no sexual contact is involved. Some people practice kink with their romantic and sexual partners, and other people practice it with friends who they’re not attracted to.
An example of a nonsexual BDSM is: http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_sensual_m/

Ch2 pg3: The translator’s note that says sub=bottom, dom=top
   The submissive role is not limited to the one being penetrated. Likewise, the dominant role is not limited to the one penetrating. A bottom can be dominant, and a top can be submissive. See this list: http://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/603799/

Ch3: The dom and the ‘assumed’ sub
   BDSM is NOT SPONTANEOUS and it usually DOESN'T OCCUR BETWEEN STRANGERS. In real life BDSM, everything is negotiated first. In a good kink relationship, the parties go in knowing their limits (or with a plan for figuring them out), and trusting that those limits will be respected. Many kink venues have a safeword, and they always know that if they call that word, the play will immediately stop. Even when people participate in pick-up play (similar to what the uke was doing, which is engaging in kinky pastimes with folks they’ve just met) there is a conversation first.

Ch3,4: The dom established the rules ON HIS OWN while the play was about to start.
   Like what I mentioned above, at a SEPARATE TIME, the people who will be taking part in the BDSM play should go EVERY detail to openly discuss things (like what plays are ok, not ok, soft limits, hard limits, etc) IN ADVANCE. The dom/sub just doesn't come up with rules RIGHT ON THE SPOT. You just don't go slap the person and say "oops I forgot to tell you. I can hurt you all I want for sexual pleasure, just say the safeword if you don't like it". Nope. The ‘assumed’ sub didn't even have a say on that. The people involved should also keep in mind that the things discussed can change at any time. If not all, then most of the things that were discussed will be included in a BDSM contract.

These are just some I have found. If I were to enumerate ALL then that would be too long HAHA And as I’ve read along, the plot and the plays do improve. So, I totally understand where y’all are coming from. As I said above, I just want you all to be provided with an insight of what an SSC BDSM should be :)

Hmm if I were to recommend a closely SSC one, then I highly recommend this http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/aporia/
And If you are interested in learning more or have some curious questions about BDSM, ask Squibbles! She’s a bisexual dom with 10+ years experience ;>
http://www.mangago.me/home/mangatopic/5929808/
http://www.mangago.me/home/people/181308/home/

https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/pian_pian/uu/ibx_chapter-1/pg-1/

ur welcomed