I read the novel and it is still ongoing and the same conflict we have from chapter 1 is still unresolved and ongoing-
MC has a lot of pride and is stubborn. Doesn't like how he is being treated without love and such, valid. Yet he pulls and pushes each time, I don't get why he doesn't do a clean cut TT
As for the ML, he just lacks emotional intelligence and can't f communicate nor knows what he wants, he is so irritating.
Me too, tbh I enjoyed the first 30 to 40 chapters in the novel but then the MC just got stuck and nothing kept moving nor resolved. They keep trying to talk but fail bc they both communicate differently (not at all w words tbh or they express it differently). The ML also is written like a plant, like... he keeps being emotionless and feels like a robot or a very poorly written autistic person.
Is just very sad bc it was refreshing to see such a MC ... :')))
So yeah I'll probably read until the chapter where shit goes stuck and it ain't interesting anymore ... U can do the same and then either daydream an ending for ya self or we can hope sb makes a fanfic of it.
Yeah, real shame we getting such bs :'))))
I was rooting for the endless yearning of ML and actually cutting contact w his family bc they harm and hurt MC, hoping for him to do everything bc he loves him. Drop on his knees and beg, and MC staying stern.
Then MC actually giving in and allows a second chance. Their chemistry explodes BC the desire is strong and they finally sharing their deepest feelings and thoughts.
Then MC feels torn, he not fully happy and rather wants to do what is best for himself. He is scared to try this relationship again, alone to marry again for a second time will be a hurdle to overcome.
What if the marriage turns the same again, what if it goes wrong again....what if he loses his style and goals again, gets pushed into a corner and stays unheard in a big house...
The trust is broken and they have been together for long so he knows what a life with the ML looks like, does he really want to dare to do it again?
And the yearning continues, the tension is high and they have to overcome a lot together to see what works for them.
What If they can only be friends and plus, or boyfriends, but never again what they once were..
smth like that yk....
We don't know bc ML doesn't say anything.
Here the dialogue from chapter 120:
But back then, he truly had no other options. Not knowing where to begin explaining, Cheong-yeon's lips kept trembling.
"Do you know what it feels like to suddenly drop into a completely different world?"
Marriage to Do-heon had been like being left alone in a new universe.
"Back then, I didn't know what I was supposed to do... or what I could do. I just wanted to get along well with you. But there was no one to teach me how."
Cheong-yeon, with a resigned heart, began to pour out the emotions he had felt during his marriage to Do-heon.
"We were married, but you were out of the house every day, constantly attending meetings. Among people whose faces and names I didn't know, all Dominant Alphas... all hostile toward me, I needed help from Moon Hee-jin and Park Jong-wook just to try to fit in. I thought I had no choice but to listen to such comments."
Do-heon remained motionless, still gripping the steering wheel.
"Are you satisfied now? Does it make you feel better to know?"
"Why didn't you tell me?"
After a few seconds, he turned his body completely toward the passenger seat where Cheong-yeon sat and demanded.
"Tell you what?"
"When Moon Hee-jin or whoever said such nonsense to you. Why didn't you tell me right away?"
"...I did tell you. Do you have amnesia?"
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So yeah ahahha MC keeps saying what bothers him and such but ML always says he cares for him and doesn't want him to walk alone at night or do this and that alone, wants to sponser him, wants to baby trap him so he can be back home...yet he doesn't care for him on an emotional level and he still acts like a robot without any empathy.
So yeah, MC is over-explaining and over-communicating and ML just blends it all out BC his capacity to grasp human emotion is zero.
So like..the conflict is just two very mismatched people being in a marriage... One doesn't understand his partner and wants to be close to him but the other wants emotion and enrichment but is being left in the dark and alone at home....
So that is basically it... And instead of ML listening and changing ... He just makes MC life harder w his choices.
Nope... Just his dad is also same and emotionless and ML has the sweetest grandma ever and also adores MC.
So like.. There is no reason for ML to be a air brain... Like... He is written so so badly. It would be cool if he actually was autistic but he is written so badly, I wanna tear his brain open and give him a new brain BC WTF
And the fact the ML wanted to baby trap MC just for him to come back and be married and just leave him alone in the house again... uGHH.
ML has shallow love and thinking... And he wants MC to be like his personal pet, that is at least how he treats him. He thinks giving money, a roof, clothes, and food is all that needs to be done.. WHERE IS THE TALK?EMOTION? EXCHANGE? THE FUN? THE UNDERSTANDING? THE EMPATHY???????
Holy shit…
Not even a pragmatic male is this emotionless…
Wait so did he actually baby trap MC only to leave him alone at home?
Does he not even take care f his pregnant partner??
Dafaq …
I feel like the author is pretty lost on how to write the ML.
This is giving me: “I want him to be cool and nonchalant” but regretted it and is now struggling to change that narrative.
At this point, maybe if MC is on the verge of death is the only lush that can improve his character.
He thankfully didn't give him a baby, but he planned to impregnate him and did cum inside. And he admitted he wanted to do it bc then MC would be w him again.
Real fucked up. MC was in disbelief and actually disgusted and angry about it but HE KEEPS MEETING HIM, BC OF THIS F ASS SPONSER AAAA
Frft, author should just delete and redo everything NGL.
Idk if even that would make the change... BC ML really rralllllyy stupid and shallow.. Nothing moves him, NKTHING. Not even the divorce, not MC's suffering ... LIKE!?!?!?










I think it would be very refreshing if the story/plot went like:
- ML gets more possessive and starts overthinking
- MC only focuses on his work and doesn't catch feelings, he also thinks ML would never and BC of the established rules he set for this relationship
- ML then does realize his feelings for MC that he keeps suppressing but MC flat out rejects him xdd
bahaha idk that would be smth new and refreshing no?
Smth also with his heart transplant would be nice or what if MC trying to be more outgoing but ML hurts him w words or smth like that...
Or idk, perhaps a second lead even?
Or what if ML does a big mistake and hurts MC by finding another fuck buddy, and MC does have feelings for ML but w this shit he pulled, he hurts him and loses the feelings and focuses just on work. ML trying to talk to him and tell him why he did that or ...
Actually tbh, this has all been done before
Crying....
I give all my trust to the author and hope for an interesting fun read~
YES. THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I WANT!!! BWHAHAHAHAHA PLS PLS PLS GIVE US A STORY LIKE THIS
S you want unbothered mc, overwhelmed by confusing feelings ml, angst galore with a super sad chasing arc right? U and me both twin, that's very fun to read
I LOVE THIS KEKE
IS THERE A BL MANHWA THAT HAS THIS KIND OF PLOT? LIKE THE ML IS A JERK NOT A CRY BABY TOP, I HAVE A SOFT SPOT FOR CRY BABY TOPS LOL
YES!! 120 CH MAX, FULLY FLESHED OUT ARCS WHERE THE HURT/ANGST GETS FOLLOWED BY BREAKUP/YEARNING AND CHASING ARC, FOLLLWED BY A HEARTFELT/SAD/DRAMATIC REUNION W AT LEAST 20 CHAPTERS OF COMMUNCIATION AND TALK WHERE THEY OPEN UP AND COMMUNICATE AND THERE STILL IS SOME STUFF TO PROCESS, THEN FOLLOWED BY THE RELATIONSHIP THEY ARE GONNA HAVE AND TRYING TO ACT UPON THEIR LOVE FOR EACHOTHER, TENSION AND CHEMISTRY UNFOLDS AND A LOT OF COUPLE TIME CHAPTERS W SPICY KINKY SHIT.. Thank u <3
I know a few where the MC is a bit detached and had feelings and still does but keeps distance and is a bit numb, but tbh they are so awfully executed.. The plot I mean.. It is boring and the same shit all over again. Like the first few chapters are fun to read and then it is just wasted potential... I'm also trying to find such BL.
Idk I think there was some I liked that had the MC feelings get hurt, but it was very short lived. Not really the type of ML yearning that follows happened... ::/
I have nothing exactly like this, but 'define the relationship' is close! mc and ml are in a contract relationship, they both catch feelings, ml fucks up and has to chase the mc before the mc gets married. 'lover boy' and 'gig of the day' might also qualify for this, but gig of the day is ongoing, so idk how good the arc will be. No crybaby tops tho, if want crybaby top with 2nd chance romance, try reading 'the third ending'
Ackkk yes might read the third ending again and locked in on define the relationship kekekekeeke i dropped it a while ago since the mc obviously fell first gig of the day huhu mc dropped the bomb. Might check lover boyyy
What is it? Maybe the level of literacy i have is awful and enjoy it hahahahah
If you can get past the fact that mc fell first, I think u will like the chasing arc in define the relationship