Poor thing. I understand the whole rut but I still feel bad, as if it wasn't ABO and he wasn't warned what would happen and everything it would definitely cross the line. Especially because my boy literally felt like he was dying, even though I know he wanted to be there, his body, mind, and feelings weren't on the same developed page. He needed more processing before this happened. Ash was definitely out of his mind, but you definitely know those are his true feelings yet he definitely feels guilty over losing it and would rather have Kyle enjoy everything too. Even if in Lye's mind he likes it, he felt humiliated and as if it isn't 100% right on his body, as his nature of an Alpha too. I'm all for Alpha x Alpha roles, but I do see how it's difficult. Ash is just way more dominant and Lyle not as much but that doesn't take away from his status either.
Overall, I do love them and they love each other wholeheartedly. Even though Ash's rut was rough, I hear there is one more chapter after this. I do wish communication would still be more clear between those two. Ash expressing his desires beforehand and Lyle accepting his feelings with communicating them to one another. They would both probably feel a lot less internal guilt.
This was an insane read so early in the morning. Pretty on par with Ligma Syndrome (that one is arguably way worse) but more permanent in their traits. These poor alphas getting involved with crazy. （￣へ￣）
Lima Syndrome******* LMAO
too many ligma jokes
I was set thinking this was completed! I am happy for more side stories~ (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
This chapter actually made me smile. Mokwha absolutely just brushing him off and the "what" gave me some kind of catarsis. Then dude just says he's devoting himself to a "daunting challenge" like bruh??? After what you did to him?? Be frrrr. The false sense of self awareness he has is baffling. He thinks he's hot sh/t and a bag of chips but dude has not been sincere in the slightest. He just wants him because he can't have him, I'm certain it's not love but obsession
Please, I hope Mokwha gets better, he deserves so much better (｡•︿•｡)
This update really brightened my night. They're so real for being up for anything with a Beefed bottom... my friend and I fr...
As long as they're happy (´°ω°｀)