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Puberty is an insane time and being older now I can tell you it'll def settle as you age and learn more about yourself. I will tell you, your experience as a teenage girl is NOT crazy or unique (good thing) because I literally thought and did exactly what you're doing rn. From liking girls but not forseeing relationships, rig...... reply
did eat while reading
did eat while reading
want to do read manga
