I don't feel good at all after reading this, this really gives me so much anxiety that's horrible
Sooooo,
This webtoon looks like it will be depressing for a long time or at least the themes will be darker
As we see gaeul in this chapter and the mentioning of knife it looks like a self harming This is depressing ( she is supposed to be the autumn protagonist I guess )
And dongchae is getting bullied ( the protagonist of the winter arc I guess )
And this arc is about suicide help this is too much
This is hard when u root for someone's happiness like that. Wishing that person to get better but suddenly u remember he has already GONE! he is DEADD!! why ಥ_ಥ
I know right.
I can't be the only one who can't breathe properly while reading this right? Like I feel suffocation and extremely uncomfy.Idk but it hurts like hell the last chapter was literally too much I hate how this arc is so damn well-written ༎‿༎
this situation hits too hard. i was in hamin’s situation for the longest. except i never did it because i too have a little brother that i want to protect. i couldn’t leave without the comfort that he would be okay without me. eventually, it turned more into bomi’s situation bc i got a boyfriend that my mom didn’t approve of and i sort of blew up and realized that i was tired of trying to please her. our relationship has been way better since tho. even if it’s still hard every day mentally, i remind myself of what’s important to me. i’m happy that i decided to keep trying (▰˘◡˘▰)
I'm happy that the things turned out to be better than before I wish u and ur brother all the happiness in the world . Really nothing deserve to lose ur precious life for .keep trying and find the people who you could lean on and keep fighting I know Hamin and bomi's pain in the academic pressure as well since we do have one of the worst system to enter collage ever. I mean I got score 97% in general and A+ turns out I couldn't enter the department that I wished since my childhood bc of a stupid decimal number like why. And yes I used to be a top student all the time except once. That was painful for me to try my best most of the time and I couldn't achieve my dreams not to mention my situation with my mother I was lucky the things turned out better in the end after a lot of stress. Hamin is forced to be a doctor or lawyer in the future and wasn't able to achieve his dream as well. I really feel Hamin it will be hard to see him getting depressed slowly but I am happy that we have a character like him and bomi to make the others acknowledge similar situations like that. I have seen a lot of highschool and collage students suicide bc of our horrible education system :"(
I really don't know what to say....this is TOO HEAVY. It hurts more knowing that the fact Hamin decided to go through all of this stress to the point giving on his dreams was just to protect his younger brother (Jaemin). I think that's why Jaemin is so clingy to Jinyoung he probably saw his hyung in him since Jinyoung also is the type who would sucrifice himself for his siblings. I really want to give Hamin a hug but it's impossible not bc he is a fictional character but bc he doesn't even exist in the manhwa rn ༼;´༎ ༎༽
This webtoon is so cute