When Ja Hyun had that dream of how he would have treated Soru during their wedding up to the time they would stay at the borderlands, three years had already passed and he was also a King! Meaning he had been thinking and yearning for her so bad, imagining how he should’ve treated Soru before COUNTLESS times that it manifested to his dreams ┗( T﹏T )┛Also it was hinted he always lead raids as the king when it wasn’t necessary (probably to distract himself from the pain of living without Soru) but when the battles end, he’s back to the wife he so badly wanted before but realized he never loved because Soru is the only one he wants and loves, and now she isn’t there anymore. So yes, Bi-Ryung, no matter how you try to console your King, Ja Hyun will never forget Soru, as he said as he cried to the ground reaching for Soru and Yato at the streets walking away.
I’ve read the summary of all three lifetimes and in this lifetime aeroc has all his memories from the 1st and klopp does not remember but his soul does, so he’s in agony when he’s with aeroc.
I thought the first lifetime would be the most painful but seeing the drawn expressions of aeroc in the 2nd lifetime looking at klopp (yearning for him) pulls at your heartstrings. I just know aeroc’s holding back himself so bad because he wants to keep his promise to klopp in the first timeline, which is to stay away from his lover and help klopp as well (but he still loves him sm despite his 1st life T_T) imagine how painful that is to aeroc?! Still, I’m excited because this story breaks my heart like no other. It’s definitely worth the read and time!
It’s OG Klopp returning, this is a speculation but I think the elderly Klopp (OG) is still alive in world 1. Because at some point in the novel, in vol 4, Aelock sees the elderly Klopp who was withering in the first world.
In Klopp’s return, he meets a Aelock without the memories, no dreams of the first life. The Aelock of that world will remain clueless to the end. Unlike Aelock’s return, Klopp’s was more of an insane ride, because after years of being in a hell without Aelock, he knew what he really wanted, he does everything to insert himself back into Aelock’s life. The relationship in that arc is much crazier.
I do understand how grandpa couldn’t just have endured and find ways to raise his daughter but that’s easier said than done. I’ve literally seen homeless people manage to raise their kids but the difference of how a person lived, experience, and think in life really matters. Not everybody can be strong or have faith in themselves. Not everybody can be confident or decisive. And not everybody can see the hope and possibility of the future. Grandpa really thought his daughter could’ve lived a better life being adopted overseas. For his daughter, her fathers love might be enough, but his father doesn’t think his love nor anything he can give will be enough for her. Or you could say he loved her too much that giving her a better life immediately is better than having her endure the hardships of poverty they currently were at the time. “Oh but when they were already living well enough to have more children, why couldn’t he just find and get her back?” Again, easier said than done. She might’ve been already adopted and could no longer get the rights to get her back or he might’ve been ashamed to even get her back after abandoning her and thought it was better that she would forget the father that gave her up (We don’t know the real reason). Alas,
a father’s love still won and even though he might’ve fooled himself that he was okay, deep inside he wasn’t and kept yearning for his daughter. It’s not about forgiving what he had done to his daughter, it’s about understanding the reason why he’d done it. It might not be acceptable to all but knowing how what he’d been through when he left his daughter is also important.
The way I cackled so hard XDD guestella is so cute, a hard tsundere woman who is a top 10 ranker ooohhhh and for those who don’t like the bits of romance here go cry about it. The humor and powering up is still there, if anything it’s fun to see, so don’t go about discouraging other readers cause there’s romance