I dont mind reading toxic readings and LOVE bdsm readings (mainly healthy bdsm lol, but others too), but for me this one doesn't hit for me. I just feel it's a bit pointless to read cause it seems inevitable for uke to escape or damage the seme or get "revenge". I do love psychological readings, but this uke is honestly just sad to watch him lose his mind. The seme has all the "power" and uke can truly never escape him. For me the story is nice at times, but if the seme never regards human life as something important then he will never fall in love with the uke and in the end just wishing the uke peace in death or someone helps him and gets him out of being next to the seme. If someone could spoil for me how the ending is or what happens I would gratefully appreciate that! And to those who love this reading or like it, I hope you enjoy the chapters that are coming out <3 this reading just didn't suit me.
For example: I love Codename Anastasia, Our Sunny Days (fav author), and also love The Black Mirror, Ang Ang (hard boiled love), and so many others that are truly grueling or psychological. Just some readings don't get me as invested haha Thank you <3
I wanted to see those two workers suffer and be fired / beat up to pieces or even put to so much work they resign themselves ╥﹏╥ I need more story
The author did say its not gonna be a fun lighthearted reading lol, its gonna be annoying, complex, and even dark which I respect them for. Idk what will happen to Mok ngl, I'm sure he's not gonna die but someone really needs to get him back on his feet thats not Nanjo, he needs to let go and find someone else or live life differently and find actual friends etc. He might get put into a mental hospital or something of the sort which actually if he did, it might fit the story of him learning how to live again, but I am just speculating I don't know where this reading is heading, but it won't be pretty I just know that lmao
Anyone have theories on what the 'father' wants? Or main plotline of how the story is gonna go / an explanation? All I'm thinking is he wants infinite life / regeneration, Like he keeps testing on the fking uke and going after the seme too. Like I love reading this story, but I need more, I wanna know how it ends, I want the whole govern to fuck themselves and basically kill them all. I'm glad they did ditch the kid too, I know some people liked the kid, he was cute but imo he can't survive with the uke and seme lmao. I mean it matters on the story, like I LOVED "our sunny days" which is by my fav author and the kid was SO cute, but in this story about survival? And they are running away, yeah
I don't think the author really had any kind of reason to make the story good, they just wanted to draw whatever and make the story how they wanted lmao. Is it a good story? No. Is it worth the read? Also no lmao. But it was funny how it went and overall Dan and J are just gonna be in a forever toxic relationship and rip actual story building. I'm not complaining about the story, but you get what you get, ofc people aren't satisfied but I doubt the author really cares about the audience and more so just getting it done so they can move onto another story as they did what they wanted basically. It was more so a gooner story than an actual good story too, that's just my thinking of this story from day 1 of reading it from the first chapter.
Mc might actually have split personality or a sleep walking disorder and if he does have these tendencies to stab or kill, oh that would be so fun to read how guwon would have to deal with him. Personally I love dark readings with a twist, that's just my opinion, and if the mc really has that twist oh I can't wait to read more soon! Hope the author takes all the best care or themselves too!
A LOT of people want mpreg but I personally DON'T want it. For this story, just seeing both of them learn about each other and be there for each other is more rewarding than there being mpreg if you get what I mean? I also am just tired of characters being beta and then all of a sudden "oh wow theyre an omega" or like "theyre an alpha who changed into an omega" I just personally have a burn out from it, every story is almost the same, and I just want something different. I like mpreg just as long as it's not the main thing like in "revenge of the counterattack" or like in "love shuttle" or other ones that have it, it's not the main thing and I just tend to like readings especially AxA like "Define the relationship" or "Do you still like me". I just have difference in preferences I guess Idk but I still think it's burn out cause I love mpreg and omegaverse but I feel there is TOO much now to the point I just want a normal story ╥﹏╥ it's not bad to want that no?
I looked up the manhua and apparently it does have up to ch 25 or 28, either or. But the problem is you need the app of which to get it and it's too much trouble for me personally, and all Chinese raws I tried to find for it stopped at Ch. 18. So I will be enjoying reading the novel. From Ch. 21 here, Ch 11 is where it is in the novel, the start of the chapter.
Like I get the duke wants revenge on the mc's family, but this whole time he was messing with him? I'm confused, for what reason? To make him fall in love and give him pain? Or feel betrayal? I'm so confused lmao
Loved this reading so much and found it really funny and mc reminded me of the mc from punch drunk love that I loved even more xD I really recommend both stories if you enjoyed reading this one or Punch Drunk Love (≧∀≦)
Basically dark magic corrupted Elin so much that it overtook him and he kept raping mc to the point mc body was being corrupted and destroyed cause he has no magic left. In the end that wasn't what Elin wanted and cried and then I guess made a deal for the demon or whatever he summoned to take him instead and like when mc woke up at the end, he was basically back to normal etc and when he asked about Elin, the butler is like "who is Elin?" So basically Elin's existence disappeared from the world. I mean that's literally why you don't go into dark magic LMAO. Anyway, it was mid story. I tend to like better build up or reason for the sex, but this was just slop of mc cumming every 5 seconds due to the mark and constantly being raped. I mean there is better smut material out there. One of my favorites is "encounter a tentacle, get fem corrupted". But anyway, good ending ngl I didn't have hope for mc but it ended nicely and Elin having paid for his actions being gone from the universe as never existed xD
At this point, I don't want either to win the match, I want that loser criminal dead or locked in jail forever, then J to lose his championship imo. I know he kind of made it his life goal, but at the same time he really needs to work mentally on himself. I'm glad Dan is leaving and he better stick to it cause I swear the author just keeps the story going too long and trying to keep dragging it out as much as possible and make us hate the characters more and more XD even if it's realistic, it's just like each chapter is the same repeat over and over again. Oh, another thing could be J really vents out his anger or loses, or takes down the opponent with him so he can never box again, that could be a twist I would enjoy. Like if J really screws up the loser criminal so much so to not be recognizable that would actually be the only thing I'm looking forward to even though they both are toxic lmao
*Spoiler Ahead*
What happens in the raws is in ch. 26 since the relationship isn't confirmed yet, Miller (Sean is his first name, black haired) has Manny (brown haired) question their relationship and they have sex in another room, but also they have a lot of communication on how I think her name was Sophia? The one who betrayed Angela, and basically Miller sides with Sophia to get revenge on her, while asking why Manny would get himself with Sophia as Manny's brother died due to drug handling. Then Miller tried to distance from Manny as he said basically he didn't want to kill him, and then asked if he could trust Manny as they were having sex. Manny said Yes. Afterwards Miller left, Manny said basically "Fuck!" or like "Damn it!". Manny then went back to the friend who betrayed him called DiDi and had a goal in mind. He "helped" him in disguise to kidnap him and shoot him / kill him with the help of disgusting "Isaac" (Isaac is the one who raped him the reverend), Isaac covered Manny's eyes as he shot and killed DiDi. Then Manny went to Miller's place and Miller was like "why are you here?" And Manny was like "I don't know, I don't know where to go or what to do anymore" and so Miller tries to ask him to leave, but Manny asks him to make him feel pain and nothing at the same time, and starts to punch Miller, but Miller fought back etc, and then Miller kissed Manny and they maked out, banged and Miller was being easy on Manny, but again Manny was like "I want pain, choke me, anything, make me feel pain" and Miller was like "I don't want to as I like you" and then Manny remembers seeing dead DiDi on the floor that he killed and ran and barfed at the sink and then Miller was like "was my confession that disgusting?" And Manny thought to himself and didn't say anything thinking "it's not that you're disgusting, I'm the one that's disgusting!, I'm the one who's happy you like me" And then after they banged and everything, they talked it out and basically Manny asks why he can't stay and Miller says "I want revenge for Angela as she gave me life and choice, and emotions can get in the way of my revenge as I care about you" basically. Manny says he will help in any way he can and Miller is like "with blood on your hands?" And Manny is like "Yes I will do that...to help you." Until Miller says lastly "Will you even have Gabriella's (Manny's only last relative sister who's the police detective) blood on your hands?" And it ends there with Manny having to choose if he can really choose and be with Miller (I hope he really stays with Miller, but Idk how it will go haha)
The author also says it will come back in Spring! April - May this year 2026 S2 Will come!!!
Thank you so much for reading this and I translated it to my best ability so even if it's not official 100% translation, it's the main idea/summary of all the conversations they did have from Ch.26 to Ch.31 (end of S1). May you be excited for S2 like I am! <3
WTF IS THIS? I KNEW NEXT SEASON WOULD BE TERRIBLE, BUT THIS!?! BRUH HELL NAH. I'm dropping this and also I'm keeping it ended at the last season ending that's it. Some things just SHOULDN'T have a continuation, or at LEAST make it still nice and fluffy or mild things not WTF this SHIT IS.
Like that asshole (J opponent who cheated) is gonna use some trick again (obviously cause he has nothing better to do as he is a fucking ugly diseased rat) and Idk how things will go, but maybe Doc Dan will get hurt cuz of it and J will get what he is feeling? If J gives up his championship after the match with the asshole that could also turn things around into a new direction? Maybe? I just basically want to read each chapter that comes out but at the same time, I don't see this series going anywhere unless Doc Dan gets some peace which I don't think will happen ╥﹏╥ I can only wish for it
Please tell me Doc Dan leaves, let that last panel be of him saying goodbye as a last time. I just want Dan to leave that situation and be able to live his own life for just a bit, like even if he ends up with J (ofc he most likely will), I just want him to have a couple years, heck even a couple months to himself, please let him just enjoy life and the peace of it before things go again. I really want J to have to pursue or really like do so much to win Dan back, all that suffering and for what, please I just wish the author give him some breathing space.
So this, story I feel had potential, but S2 ends on ch 72 that came out Feb 15th (to my knowledge I read it), and well it feels like no progress whatsoever. It's like mutants fighting over mutants and zombies and RIP the MC is just trying to survive after getting raped over and over again like damn lmaooo, I feel sorry for anyone reading this cause the author legit imo doesn't do good story building even though it could've been a good story. I just am going to drop this, maybe in the future I'll check out if there ever is a S3, but like, will it ever be any different? Y'know? Like I just feel bad for MC mainly xD
For this story, there won't be a true happy ending I feel, I read the raws and with all the violence and more, they are both too far gone (mc and ml). This is a heavy story, so sorry to break it to people who want a happy ending, it won't happen lmao. This story is fucked up, and will stay fucked up based on how the author is writing it. It's not a bad story and I don't mind reading it cause it's not as bad as other readings, just prepare to read a lot of stuff that's not fluff xD
It finishes off with mc leaving (and leaving the card behind that was given to him), cause mc had an argument with ML because of the fact the stalker basically followed mc and almost raped him and in the end ML came and beat the stalker up. Then the fucked up ML's asshole of a "mother", shows up and more shit happens. So after that argument, mc leaves and thats where the season ends. I'm pretty sure in the next season months will pass and ML will have to look for mc (cause mc left everything behind and so idk what mc is going to do or go to) but yeah, im sure it's gonna be a lot of character development next season and at the end of it all, they'll be together again ofc, and have dealt with the fucking ass parents of ML, fuck ML's "parents".
Like imagine dan said he is leaving and turning a new leaf but then says he wants to do it? Omg like get a braincell dan and stand up for yourself, this is just so sad. Welp I don't doubt this is gonna end just like how 2020 (the reading) ended, sad and not the best. ╥﹏╥ I dont have hope anymore