So I just finished chapter 4 and I started thinking, doms who like their subs would immediately stop the play if their Sub absolutely didnt want to continue. In this case, they dont even have a safe word. So what if, when the sub yells "stop!!" because he means it, it's the doms instinct to obey and freeze. I think that's be pretty cool and fair to be honest.
So what bothers me personally is that in Japanese manga they'll add rape and then not acknowledge it as much as they should? Like most of the time, after he had been raped, they called it forcing which is pretty much the same thing but calling it for what it really is ACTUALLY makes them acknowledge that , ong yeah it was rape. And how serious it is. Idk just a thought.
Okay what I'm getting from this is that Cole literally only wants Alex for himself, no kids with women, no connections with anyone else. Just Coles and Coles only I FUCKING GET THAT I really fucking do cause Cole is just that type of person. Alex isnt like Cole tho. Cole is literally a person that cannot take care of themselves with his own quirks and ambitions. But what really frustrates me is that from the very start Cole and alex have never fully communicated and I thought that was gonna change after the whole thing with Brad but noooo. Anyway I'm disappointed because back when this manga first came out I thought it was gonna end in the 2and volume all finally happy n shit but now, years later theres more drama, more miscommunication and I didnt want to go through that again but I'm still gonna read it and keep up with it cause I hate myself and just really have to. Idk why I do this to myself. It happens every fucking time i swear










“If you want to see me really lose my shit” He’s so real for this.