beta
i see myself in juyoung so much (except for getting laid coz i’m fcking scared of dih) and i’m afraid i agree with the way she views commitment or relationships coz i wouldn’t want to get into one either. man i luv her so so much for standing firm on protecting her peace of mind but that MAN. mom i want that man (i’m saying this coz i know i won’t find anyone like him irl) like… the way he looked at her? i would’ve melted on the spot and god i got goosebumps seeing how much he craves her. i know i’m reacting this much just from seeing how he acts around her but if someone looked at me like that irl, i would’ve run away so fast lol (look at me contradicting what i’ve just said lmao, i really don’t want to get tied to someone who could potentially change over time so i’m better off alone)
but he’s so delectable gawd i-i
them fucking for the first time up until chapter 32 looked painful for me it made me clench my ahh so hard