i see myself in juyoung so much (except for getting laid coz i’m fcking scared of dih) and i’m afraid i agree with the way she views commitment or relationships coz i wouldn’t want to get into one either. man i luv her so so much for standing firm on protecting her peace of mind but that MAN. mom i want that man (i’m saying this coz i know i won’t find anyone like him irl) like… the way he looked at her? i would’ve melted on the spot and god i got goosebumps seeing how much he craves her. i know i’m reacting this much just from seeing how he acts around her but if someone looked at me like that irl, i would’ve run away so fast lol (look at me contradicting what i’ve just said lmao, i really don’t want to get tied to someone who could potentially change over time so i’m better off alone)










them fucking for the first time up until chapter 32 looked painful for me it made me clench my ahh so hard