I can't seem to remember but it's yaoi manga in a early 1900 setting I guess. It's where the Mc dies due to gunshot on top of Ml but the ML isn't able to know cuz he is blind, deaf and can't walk and is on a wheelchair. He is slowly losing all his senses and the only sense left is the sense of touch.
It'll be great if someone knows (●'◡'●)ノ
It's still ongoing? Good Lord!! How many more years would I have to wait? w( ̄△ ̄;)w!
Fr I'm surprised its still going for this long but I'm not complaining lol