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Seon-woo has an ordinary life with an okay job in an okay company. There’s only one thing that...

"If you're still looking for a lover, what about me?"Ma Dong-jae, a gay who is only a...

“You’ve manifested as a recessive Omega.” No way…But I only came here to ge...

when mc genuinely fucking died everytime he has sex

It has been 5 years since I made this list. I come back once in a while to reminiscent of all the late nights spent figuring out my sexuality and the definition of love itself. It was as painful and cringey as it was beautiful and precious. Yuri played a huge role in allowing me to explore different possibilities in the theatre of my imagination. I come back 5 years later to occasionally edit this list in hopes that I can help others who are going through the same journey I did.

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29 years old - Gay. Job Hunting - Fail. A man who has nothing that even small and medium businesses ...

Lee Eun-gyeom is your typical office worker. A newbie at his workplace, he's friendly and socia...

After twelve years, a former teammate—no, a thorn in his side—suddenly reappears. Eunsan...

Joo Yeomin, a diligent college student burdened by an unjust debt, struggles to make ends meet throu...

Yeo Eui Joon, who works at a convenience store frequented by gangsters, wants to quit as soon as pos...

Shin is barely making ends meet, hustling as a rogue mechanic on the mean city streets. Problem is, ...

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streets are saying this was beautifully written,,, STREETS ARE WRONG!!!

just because a story is so disturbing that you could physically feel the disgust and pain in your stomach doesn't mean it's well-written. being affected while reading this ≠ good writing. it just means you're uncomfortable. i can't deny that the author's pretty good at making readers feel physically uncomfortable and disgusted, though. i'll give them that.

don't get me wrong, i genuinely enjoy psychological horror a lot. i even read this thoroughly until the last uploaded chapter before making my point.

but this is just a pure mess. there isn't even a clear storyline, and most readers still don't know why his friends, who used to be so close to him, suddenly started doing all this to him. like, one of them seemed fucked up from the beginning, okay, whatever. but the other two guys, who seemed pretty normal, suddenly developed a rapist/abuser streak after doing it with the MC once? it genuinely felt like these characters were created solely to rape and abuse the MC.

one thing that really made me believe this is fetish material is how detailed the rape and abuse scenes are. most chapters are dominated by rape and non-con. the scenes are drawn extremely detailed despite having little to no dialogue besides moans and the fwop-fwop noises, and the story progression slows down just to accommodate those scenes.

also, it irritates me that there are still people going around rinsing down and calling these criminals "black flag BL tops." like, no. these aren't your evil yandere dadas.

they're criminals.

they cannot give the boy even an ounce of joy OMFG something always happening to him

'You... never changed at all. The touch of your rough lips and the way your hands gather as if ...

I saw this on tiktok a few days back but I can't find it at all augh. This is just a little bit of things I saw on the tiktok vid, but it's about a guy who got reincarnated(unsure...) into a BL story and HAVE to be the evil/toxic top even against his will? I think he couldn't control his own body sometimes but he's originally a decent guy...

One thing I remember is he dies(?) everytime he makes lame jokes so he uses them to respawn

he's so fucking easy STAND UP?