For once IT ACTUALLY GETS BETTER. I stopped reading this back then when I tried skimming it (the first smut scene). But after that, MC actually has a brain for once and can actually make a plan. I actually skim the smut scenes but the plot is actually really decent, can't wait for more chapterrrrrs!!!
Is Mr. Han planning to take those guys with him inside the ant farm? It kinda reflects on how they're inside a cave (ant nest) + his PTSD of him being the lone survivor?? and it's foreshadowed by how Guk said that it's going to get destroyed back then?
Honestly, this shit is confusing but in my opinion it may be the point, like how Han twisting and turning words to avoided getting caught. And his novel could be his way of journaling to help with his PTSD