For reasons i can't understand i can't access and invite u guys thru your line id, so here's an open link to the gc instead, feel free to join https://line.me/R/ti/g/iS78hohvgI 1 reply
Looks like that ^ just happened, and im broken and in turmoil cause I never intended any of this. I want to be ready for them, but I honestly don't know how, and knowing that I probably don't have that much time left to do that scares me.
--I am currently dealing with constipation, i know this is not the best site to ask for help but I'm desperate, or maybe this is just me wanting the company of other people even if it's just through words (I feel so helpless right now lmao) I always end up crying when dealing with this, I feel so scared and anxious, and going to the bathroom when I need to go number 2 has never been the same, I've tried everything I can like drinking plenty of water, excercising, but not so much on eating fiber rich food, just because my family rarely eat them, and stool softeners don't seem to help much, atleast based on my experience.
--the thing is, im very anxious and scared to go to the bathroom again
