Lily

Does anyone know of any yaoi’s where the MC either has many regressions, lives a long time, or is put under intense stress, usually for the greater good and decides to like die and is just tired and done? Obv they don’t end up dying because of the ML.

Some examples of these are:

https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/the_hero_wants_to_die/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/death_delayed_for_a_short_time_because_of_the_will/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/a_trace_of_the_wonder/
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/soul_fire/

The footsteps in the snow had me crying and feeling a bit empty ngl. A great story with a bunch of meaning
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/echoes_of_footsteps/