Ugh just when he finally escaped that mistreatment and r*pe shit! why the hell he's run his mouth so fast i hate so much them damn misunderstandings i knew that prick would've taken advantage immediately
This is so frustrating. Jingi could've just kept him for his other plans like he first planned
Also this would have been an amazing shounen ai. There's actually some plot and it's not that bad ..
Maaan what a longass trip. Loved it the moment I started it years ago, when it at actually came out.. Waiting impatiently every time for the new chapter aahh memories :') then idk why suddenly dropped all the manga I was reading including Killing Stalking (at some chapters below the 50th one) even tho it was my favourite. I've been thinking so many times to continue but idk what's gotten into me lol.. Maybe too afraid or sad to finish it. Oof well that day finally came. I restarted it all over again from the beginning. Even tho I tried to be sneaky and this summer went and red the final episode because I was too curious but also way too hella lazy, and I was like damn.. Meh(?). Obviously didn't like the ending and I was in a mix of carelessness.. 'Oh ok. So that's how it goes. Mh. K bye' and disappointment cuz bruh.. 'This is how you end a masterpiece like this? `But of course I realise it only now why. Even though I roughly got what was happening and what leaded to that ending, I missed WHAT EXACTLY were the reasons and DATEILS that developed the story this way. And damn. Poor Sangwoo. He had it so rough because of that toxic bitch of his mother, anyone would have gone insane in a situation like that. Seeing him during his middle and high school years how normal and innocent he used to be even If he was already suffering and the fact that he turned a killer and accused of the death of his parents even though he did non actually kill them. OOOF. ANGST. I was so heartwarmed during the episodes where they were startkng to live so normally and happily, just what they FINALLY DESERVED. I was not even expectimg such episodes. Really touched. But of course it had to be one hell of roller-coaster, sigh. Already noticing Sangwoo getting depressed because he was starting to realise some deep shit making it hard to truthfully enjoy the peace he deserved (but ofc I also know that it's not easy when you are THIS psychologically dameged, he was a time bomb). What pisses me off is that all escalated because of incomprension and bad timing. Damn boys. Y'all grown up and a bit more stable finally, aboveall all Bum. Duing that peaceful period he gained so much confidence and 'power' but actually had only one thing in his mind, sex. Like, he saw Sangwoo suffering and getting strange but he preferred to ignore that and satisfy only his desires. Sangwoo tried to open up so much during this time.. If they only talked and let their demons out, listening to each other. Man the part where Bum got him the ring and tried to hide it but it went so wrong. I wish so much he could have gave it right there that night... :( Sangwoo was already loosing it, all paranoid and scared. Ugh. And if he did not actually open the door that day to the old policeman.... Ahhhhh but it went how it went. So realistic TRULY A MASTERPIECE. Reading it thoughtfully made me even accept and love(?) the ending even though it still hurts and saddenes. Thank you Koogi♂ it was such an amazing journey. As I just said so realistic, really a slice of life, (we know this is actually no fantasy only and shit like this and even worse happens around the world) I kinda felt as if it was real, the story of something... Um... as if it was happening in my neighbourhood (well hell nah I hope no, but this is to explain how much I was sucked into the story. Nearly daydreaming. More like a nightmare but LOL)
Puta que sad man...
I thought it was shounen ai wth was all that r*pe shit