The raws was painful… that fear of turning into an omega again and Kloff just being a total asshole again (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
Well, this happened in the novel, but I don’t really like how Kloff handled what Aeroc said. He tried to be sweet the following morning, but Aeroc (because of his experience with Kloff answers.. felt that was a lie. So he said ‘If you want to do it again, you can.. you don’t need to pretend to be affectionate.)
In the novel, Kloff replies ‘Why are you acting like a worn-out whore?’
Aeroc ‘because I am one.’ (He was used to that treatment…)
How he had sex with Aeroc… it was just terrible the second time (in the novel the first time was the worst.. but I think they’re combining it.) he was forceful, it’s like he was having sex with a prostitute… no consideration or anything.. grab and just—well.. even when Aeroc wanted to stop.. (not sure what Kloff said, but Aeroc just let him do whatever…)
Aeroc was shaking as he went to the bathroom from that sex.
Aeroc’s thoughts about the change was heartbreaking. How he was saying am I cursed? please I’m not jealous of Rapiel anymore… I learned my lesson (something like that google translate) I cried reading it… he was so scared





Honestly… I could see Kloff acting like this because it wasn’t that he didn’t love Aeroc, he just doesn’t respect him. To him Aeroc is the source of all his suffering. His line in the TL3 in the next chapter, "I agree. I must definitely be crazy to have gotten myself into this mess again."
He sees Aeroc as his abuser… but in his head his accepting this horrible human being because decades of obsession revealed who he wants. Sexually harassing Aeroc trying to get a reaction because to him.. Aeroc was this wanton swine who asked him for sex one time