In the novel, the main character is portrayed as deeply conflicted. He struggles to define his desires and grapples with a troubled past. Despite resenting the female lead for her easy life, he is torn when he witnesses her suffering. He harbors conflicting feelings about her well-being, oscillating between wanting her harm and being haunted by the idea of her death, he wrestles with the dichotomy of wanting her to be miserable while also cherishing the memories of when they were happy. Societal pressure adds another layer, as he feels obliged to align with the general disdain towards her, despite treasuring the moments of love they shared. This complexity may be challenging for the manhwa adaptation to convey effectively.
I have PHd in BL so I'm gonna tell you what will happen
The seme will keep the uke captive resulting in a lot of violence
The uke will eventually get used to it, he unconsciously will metamorphos into the seme's pet.
Some event will happen and seme will take a bullet off the uke
And the uke will be like oh nooo he likes me nobody ever did that for me
Then both will become possessive of each other and the uke will start wondering if the seme loves him and if he is worthy of love
Seme will confess and they will live toxicly ever after
The end
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