IM SO FUCKING DONE. FUCK ME FUCK YOU FUCK YOUR DOG FUCK YOUR CAT FUCK YOUR GOLDFISH! THIS IS SO FUCKING UNFAIR, WHY THE FUCK IS LIFE SO FUCKING UNFAIR. THAT SHOULD BE ME WITH A FUCKING RICH FUCKING CHAEBOL SUGAR DADDY FUCK IT ILL GLADLY TAKE A FUCKING SUGAR MOMMY THAT SHOULD BE FUCKING ME HE DOESN'T EVEN WANT A RICH FUCKING BITCH BUT I FUCKING DO!!!! WHY CANT WE YES WE GET FUCKING RICH FUCKING CHAEBOL MOMMIES, DADDIES AND NON-BINARY HOES???? THIS IS SO FUCKING UNFAIR FUCK YOU ALL
There is only two possible outcomes from here...
1. The end is nearing...they're happy, we're at 77 chapters, the dots have been connected, it's coming soon I feel it's aura unfortunately.
2. We have a surprise amnesia arc preapred for us. Memory loss was mentioned AT LEAST 3 times this chapter; if we know anything about fictional stories, it is to be aware of FORESHADOWING...this word is worst than the depths of hell, it's suspicious. I really really hope i'm wrong with this outcome of mine...TT~TT
Either way, we are destined for doom and despair. This is unfair, I deserve better; it is pride month, I should be getting spoiled instead, being happy and all not shedding tears. We're fucked~
I don't give a flying fuck I absolutely love secretary park, we have the exact same inner thoughts! He makes me want to get glasses just so I can flip people off with the excuse of "adjusting my glasses" oh well looks like i'll just flip people off normally. Yes, I'm going to flip YOU yes YOU off. (don't bully me I'm only on ch 24~)
idk about yall but i ship samseong with trish...(LET A GIRL BE DELUSIONAL, i genuinely need this blue-haired bitch to appear in front of me, I would be more than happy to go to hell if I could see fine shit everyday, bc i swear we're gonna be counselling day and night 24 fucking 7. The moment I put my eyes on him there's no one else that looked that tasty PLEASEEEEEEEE)
wait, have we ever had a single happy episode?? Like where they're genuinely caring for one another, excluding sex? Fuck I knew I was a masochist, but this might be a whole new level~ im tired of this tom & jerry bullshit YUTA CANT YOU JUST ACCEPT THAT SEUNGHYUN WANTS TO LIVE HAPPILY WITH YOU??? GET THAT TREATMENT AND LIVE A GOOD LIFE create good memories dawg you cant leave with bad memories ( ̄へ ̄)
I don't like where this story is heading either, but blaming Yuta for not trusting Seunghyun enough feels unfair.
It's been ten fucking years. Seunghyun left him behind for an entire decade, and now they've only been back in each other's lives for about a month. Why would Yuta suddenly believe that Seunghyun would choose him over the people he's spent his whole life protecting—Jaeil and his sisters?
Deep down, Yuta already knows who Seunghyun would choose if it ever came down to it, and it wouldn't be him. So why wait for that moment to arrive? Why not end everything now while he can still protect Seunghyun and spare himself the pain of being abandoned and not chosen all over again, just like he was ten years ago?
This isn't really a spoiler, but better safe than sorry~
I've almost finished the novel for this masterpiece, so idk if it's bc of the emotions I went through while reading the novel or if it's just me generally as a human but holy shit I get so fucking emotional whenever I read any of the recent chapters like I've cried throughout this entire flashback arc, oh and just a heads up! I cried the most in this chapter~ so prepare yourself!! I love cha euijae so much and I genuinely pity him because of his hero complex, it's so sad :C I feel like you shouldn't listen to sad songs while reading this bc it just makes it worse (I listened to htimylm by ariana~) I WANNA SPOIL SO BAD AND SHARE THE PAIN URGH BUT I WONT im nice i think? We also get to see J and Eui-Jae smile this chapter!! And blushing tiny bandaged sayoung! Very cute!!~
I highly recommend the novel! It's worth the angst! I think? I can't see Kkokko the same anymore bc of the novel! TT~TT
SPOILERS NOT SPOILERS?? JS AN UPDATE ON THE STORYLINE!!
flashback arc is over this chapter! Next week will be back in the present (unless we get a surprise?)
I read this on the Korean officials on Ridibooks (you have to pay), support the artist IF YOU CAN (not forcing you to, so don't jump me! Yes, I've been jumped for saying this...) and thank you Sevv for the translations! :D









IM REALLY CURIOUS TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS IN THE NEXT CHAPTERSSSS SHOULD I JUST BUY THE NEXT CHAPTERS ON RIDI??? (my last few dollars </3)