So I got way to impatient waiting for chapters to dropand decided to just go ahead and read the novel.
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There is a lot and I mean A LOT of angst happening and we don’t rlly (at least in the novel) get to see a lot of our couple together. I was hoping for some sweet relationship time and while that does happen it goes mostly covered by a whole tsunami of angst lol. It does have a HE with the leads ending up together and marrying, but the Mc end ups getting extremely hurt (almost dying) and does no fully recover from his injuries. I would say that it is a good story everything considered, but it’s one of those stories that I personally would never reread, because the angst was just too much. The Mc is unconscious for multiple months and takes really long to even just be able to walk again. The feeling of tension and the leads being tossed around by all the bad guys was also quite suffocating. I don’t need everything to be rosy sweet, but this was a lot of darkness (but I’m also just a pussy).
Read the novel !! It’s completed translated and easily available through nocelsupdate:). If angst and a not completely perfect HE turn you off I wouldn’t recommend it though.
I stuck to this story and kept on reading new chapters, because I had hopes that it would all be worth it, when the Mc got to the “Running away and the ml groveling”-arc. I got a little impatient and read through the novel (it’s completely translated and available via novelsupdate!) and guys … dropthis pile of dog shit trust me.
Without spoiling the story - it was really anything but satisfying….. the ml couldn’t give less of a fuck about the Mc feelings and there was basically no groveling/ regretting done on the Ml sides. The Mc does get fed up with him, but for some reason still loves him deep down?? It’s basically a “I hurt you and you hurt me” spiral from hell.
Spoilers !!!
The Ml ends up more or less manipulating the Mc into getting pregnant to tie her down. If I remember correctly he switches out her contraceptive without her knowledge. The Mc still ends up running away with the help from the guild leader and the Ml loses his shit (not being able to sleep barely holding on to his sanity) while trying to find her. It takes him just a couple of months or so and when he does it’s quite anticlimactic. No omg I missed you or any type of emotional connection - it’s just his typical cold possessiveness. The novel honestly read like a horror story… the Mc kinda gives up on life and does fight him (not allowing him to touch her pregnant belly/ etc) but for the most part stays quite meek. She doesn’t rlly have any other choice as the Ml pretty much completely controls her - only shying away from directly chaining her up… I skipped through the rest of the chapters and then dropped it because I couldn’t stand it anymore. This is the hellish peak of dog blooded miscommunication. The Ml should just open his stupid mouth and actually talk to her it’s so frustrating. He does tell her at some point that he loves her, but the Mc is so disillusioned that she cannot believe him and rejects him. This obviously makes the Ml even more unhinged and the I hurt you and you hurt me - Spiel continues anew.
Had I started reading the novel I would have dropped it way sooner … I gotta admit that the pretty artstyle made me stick to the storyline longer …
Sry I just had to get this off my chest lmao probably no one is gonna read through all this but if you do here’s a little heart <3 hehe. Dont read this piece of shit guys or do it as brainless entertainment!! -10/10 would never recommend and I hope the author figures out their shit cause this ain’t it chef
The story was basically doomed from the start, when the author made the decision to have the leads be together again. Or they should have made the leads have a big change or smth right from the start. It’s a shitshowof two people being unable to let go, but also incapable of loving each other in a health way. So much broken trust that only pain could exist between them. Sry I could rant for hours about this bullshit lmao. Imma go read a healing story to calm down hahaha