ISTG if not for Raga, xinlu would have been the MOST annoying bl character to me, raga saved his ass FR like I read the novel but still reading all of these events here again made me feel really frustrated AGAIN because of freaking xinlu ugh
The new chapter is out and I'm NOT ready like at all (I read the novel yes)
I just saw that it'll be back on 6/5 OMG YEESS I'm so excited, time for a reread
zhao yufan gf
People the chapter is out and he smiled amaan Ilay's smile looked sooo precious and genuine I actually fainted okay ?? I can't wait for the chapter to drop here
OMG OMG my heart is beating like crazy, we're here YEESSS, next chapter will be SOOO GOOD and even CRAZIER ugghh
(Can't wait to see that Ilay face iykyk
I read the novel years ago, I said it before and I'll say it again, it's true that mc should have not ended up with anyone of them but if forcefully we'll have to chose between the three (I can't believe I'm actually saying this AGAIN) taekyeom is actually the better option and it sucks that he is because three of them doesn't deserve mc not even one bit
damn this entire comment section hates Abdul Rahman to the core HAHAHA (I mean valid tho) I am sorry to break it to y'all BUT trust me, take this as a warning, Rahman is actually the most sane and gentle one between the "big three" of this story (Ilay, Rahman and Richard)
omg the day diaphonic symphonia gets a manhwa adaptation, can't wait to se people's reaction to every Richard scene hahaha (evil laughing)
damn this entire comment section hates Abdul Rahman to the core HAHAHA (I mean valid tho) I am sorry to break it to y'all BUT trust me, take this as a warning, Rahman is actually the most sane and gentle one between the "big three" of this story (Ilay, Rahman and Richard)
omg the day diaphonic symphonia gets a manhwa adaptation, can't wait to se people's reaction to every Richard scene hahaha (evil laughing)
PEOPLE we're SO CLOSE things are gonna get chaotic
so I just finished reading the main story (booty wurk and full bloom), is this worse than non zero sum as people said ?? YES it is (and I read non zero sum novel), if non zero sum is considered to be a "dark" story, this goes beyond that, this is some abyss darkness, it is gut wrenching and really disturbing, it had such awful, horrible disgusting... events, this is NOT for the faint-hearted, like if you are willing to delve into this you need to be mentally prepared for the absolute worse and when the worse happens, be ready for even more worse things to happen like the more the situation worsens the more it will get intense, don't have high hopes or expectations and most importantly don't get fooled by some occasional "good" moments, they can be really deceptive, you might think things will get better at some point but later on you will be even more shocked, take this warning to a heart (coming from someone who read dark stories A LOT), plus you need to be REALLY patient because it is sooo long, thoroughly detailed and really slow paced which can be overwhelming
The hurt within this novel was on an entire other level, it is agonizing. Yes I went into this knowing damn well that it's really dark and will ruin my mentality for a while, but even delving into the story fully prepared, still I was shot several times, I said it too many times and I'll say it again, this novel is painful, it's an example of what we call a real tragedy. The more I read the more choking it becomes like genuinely as if someone is strangling you in the absolute slowest way ever, you think you can take it until you reach a point you simply can't breathe and can't wait for all of this to end, the writing style get you so involved with What's happening so you feel it all strongly, I may be exaggerating since I just finished it and I'm still in my feels and all, however I'm trying my best to deliver my thoughts and emotions as they are since I need to get this out of my chest, like I've been feeling my heart as if tied, a heavy knot deep within for the past days, it is consuming.
many horrendous, filthy things happened that will never leave my mind, not only between mc and ml but in the overall story with many other side characters, it is like the full packaging of painful dark events, this novel also showcases the twisted and toxic side of South Korea’s politics, business and art worlds, it’s so cruel that you can really feel the injustice
Sooo y'all I have a question, did anyone ever buy a novel from ridibooks?? If yes, does buying it allow us to download it, or we can only access it within the site/app ?? I mean tbh if I'm paying for something I'd rather have it downloaded for life so I hope so
Also another question if anyone here translated a novel that they bought themselves, what tools did y'all use?? Which are the best and most accurate??
does anyone know where can I read the novel ??? PLEEAASE