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kainess June 17, 2026 11:06 am

ISTG if not for Raga, xinlu would have been the MOST annoying bl character to me, raga saved his ass FR like I read the novel but still reading all of these events here again made me feel really frustrated AGAIN because of freaking xinlu ugh

kainess June 16, 2026 5:17 pm

The new chapter is out and I'm NOT ready like at all (I read the novel yes)

kainess May 31, 2026 7:43 pm

I just saw that it'll be back on 6/5 OMG YEESS I'm so excited, time for a reread

    KiyoshiDot May 31, 2026 8:00 pm

    Only the raws, it's no longer a global release and I am GUTTED.

    kainess May 31, 2026 10:19 pm
    Only the raws, it's no longer a global release and I am GUTTED. KiyoshiDot

    Wait what really??? This SUCKS please like I just finished my reread and was really excited for what to come, this is genuinely so upsetting ugh

    nebuclair June 1, 2026 4:19 pm
    Only the raws, it's no longer a global release and I am GUTTED. KiyoshiDot

    Omfg why though

kainess May 26, 2026 7:23 pm

People the chapter is out and he smiled amaan Ilay's smile looked sooo precious and genuine I actually fainted okay ?? I can't wait for the chapter to drop here

kainess May 17, 2026 12:48 pm

OMG OMG my heart is beating like crazy, we're here YEESSS, next chapter will be SOOO GOOD and even CRAZIER ugghh
(Can't wait to see that Ilay face iykyk

kainess May 13, 2026 10:08 pm

I read the novel years ago, I said it before and I'll say it again, it's true that mc should have not ended up with anyone of them but if forcefully we'll have to chose between the three (I can't believe I'm actually saying this AGAIN) taekyeom is actually the better option and it sucks that he is because three of them doesn't deserve mc not even one bit

    OTAKU20 May 13, 2026 11:33 pm

    Is that the one MC had his first time with or is that the one with no back bone ??

    kainess May 14, 2026 6:05 am
    Is that the one MC had his first time with or is that the one with no back bone ?? OTAKU20

    Taegyeom is the one MC had his first time with

    OTAKU20 May 15, 2026 2:29 am
    Taegyeom is the one MC had his first time with kainess

    Or well yea I agree he's the better bastard

kainess April 29, 2026 8:41 am

damn this entire comment section hates Abdul Rahman to the core HAHAHA (I mean valid tho) I am sorry to break it to y'all BUT trust me, take this as a warning, Rahman is actually the most sane and gentle one between the "big three" of this story (Ilay, Rahman and Richard)
omg the day diaphonic symphonia gets a manhwa adaptation, can't wait to se people's reaction to every Richard scene hahaha (evil laughing)

    Crimsonbutterfly April 29, 2026 9:19 am

    That's what I'm trying to say lol Look at Rahman how patiently he's waiting for jaeui and I dotn remember any scene in nkvek where is forced jaeui, he just kidnapped him a nd waited for his ans that's all while on igeg hand we have Ilay and that mf Richard

    Ryuka April 29, 2026 9:19 am

    hhh richard is the worseeee i really can't stand him

    Jijirou April 29, 2026 9:24 am

    looking forward to that thx for this little spoiler, hehe

    Milmang April 29, 2026 10:43 am

    Giiiirl who's Richarrrd

    Fujoshiotaku April 29, 2026 10:47 am
    Giiiirl who's Richarrrd Milmang

    That's what I wanna know too

    Shurakaseyes April 29, 2026 10:47 am

    I really want to see rahmans reaction after he hears that jaeui got out from his place ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

    rachel April 29, 2026 10:52 am

    Doesn't matter.... It's an unwritten rule of mine, if they hate taeui, I'll hate them too..... This arab bitch can go fuck off. God I wish ilay kill him..but too bad..

    Tina8610 April 29, 2026 11:40 am

    Ye people dislike the person who is a kidnapper but if considering that his Arab they have other thinking method how to get what is there they consider to be that's why I don't think that he is that ugly and knowing how Ilay had been brought up his psychic part is normal but I don't like xinlu in some point after he slept with clay for tae but never thought to give in and be bottom with tae as with Ilay he only wanted to be some and it's angers me and tae is to soft in these cases that's why he is my part of dislike type of person here.

    kainess April 29, 2026 11:56 am
    That's what I'm trying to say lol Look at Rahman how patiently he's waiting for jaeui and I dotn remember any scene in nkvek where is forced jaeui, he just kidnapped him a nd waited for his ans that's all while... Crimsonbutterfly

    exactly, I mean most fans hate him because of how he treats taeui and I totally get it but he is actually such a gentle polite man especially with jaeui, he NEVER once hurt him or forced himself on him, He treats jaeui as if he were handling fragile glass, so carefully and consciously afraid to hurt him and to be fair, all of this was described more thoroughly and better in the novel which is why only manhwa people can't see that in him that much and again valid of them tbh haha

    Coco goddess April 29, 2026 11:57 am

    We don't care he keeps coming at tae like that like tae is in the wrong for wanting to leave! Like fck all that either let him go or get dealt with !

    kainess April 29, 2026 11:58 am
    hhh richard is the worseeee i really can't stand him Ryuka

    personally I learned to just accept him the way he is, I reached a point where I no longer care haha, I got so tired I just took him and his relationship with chris fully as it is hahaha

    kainess April 29, 2026 12:00 pm
    Giiiirl who's Richarrrd Milmang

    he is a character who will appear in the second novel of passion named "diaphonic symphonia" he is a really important and significant one in the story starting from 2nd novel

    kainess April 29, 2026 12:09 pm
    Doesn't matter.... It's an unwritten rule of mine, if they hate taeui, I'll hate them too..... This arab bitch can go fuck off. God I wish ilay kill him..but too bad.. rachel

    yes I understand which is why I said it is valid of the fandom to dislike him since he hates Taeui and Taeui is our sunshine haha, but ya3ni wanted to give y'all a little spoiler/warning that Rahman is NOTHING compared to Richard and how badly Richard will be for Taeui in the future, just so y'all be ready for the worse actually hahaha

    kainess April 29, 2026 12:15 pm
    I really want to see rahmans reaction after he hears that jaeui got out from his place ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ Shurakaseyes

    spoilers ahead
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    we won't see much of a reaction from him, the moment taeui gets out of there we won't see rahman again until late chapters in diaphonic symphonia and right there you will know more about what rahman is willing to do to have jaeui by his side again, when I remember there is a specific REALLY funny and insane scene that will happen OMG hahaha

    rachel April 29, 2026 12:33 pm
    yes I understand which is why I said it is valid of the fandom to dislike him since he hates Taeui and Taeui is our sunshine haha, but ya3ni wanted to give y'all a little spoiler/warning that Rahman is NOTHING ... kainess

    Both of them can go fuck each other then and leave taeui alone then... Like I got some spoilers about that richard guy... in his case it was lover, that makes a bit sense( but I'll still hate him to the core though) but this arab bitch doesn't make any sense that's why I fucking despise him.....

    kainess April 29, 2026 12:37 pm
    Both of them can go fuck each other then and leave taeui alone then... Like I got some spoilers about that richard guy... in his case it was lover, that makes a bit sense( but I'll still hate him to the core th... rachel

    well let me hold your hand when I tell you rahman ONCE AGAIN in future events will harm taeui but this time in an indirect way hahahah as for richard, not only with his lover, he actually also harmed taeui at some point and was an asshole to him

    Milmang April 29, 2026 12:37 pm
    he is a character who will appear in the second novel of passion named "diaphonic symphonia" he is a really important and significant one in the story starting from 2nd novel kainess

    Oh interesting!! But what's his role? Is he a friend? Or a love interest? And if yes, whose?

    kainess April 29, 2026 12:41 pm
    Oh interesting!! But what's his role? Is he a friend? Or a love interest? And if yes, whose? Milmang

    he is somehow Ilay's friend, like there is a business partnership between Ilay and Richard's families so two families are really close for ages and he is the love interest for another new important character named chris which will also appear in diaphonic symphonia

    kainess April 29, 2026 12:42 pm
    he is somehow Ilay's friend, like there is a business partnership between Ilay and Richard's families so two families are really close for ages and he is the love interest for another new important character na... kainess

    chris and richard are both "Tarten" meaning from same family

    Bananasaregoodforu April 29, 2026 1:19 pm
    spoilers ahead ..........we won't see much of a reaction from him, the moment taeui gets out of there we won't see rahman again until late chapters in diaphonic symphonia and right there you will know more abou... kainess

    I haven't readdd any of the novels but does jaeui reciprocate rahman's love for him or nah ??

    Zhen Zhen April 29, 2026 1:23 pm

    He's ONLY good to Jaeui, while treated others like insignificant insects. He's still one of the WORST.

    kainess April 29, 2026 1:26 pm
    I haven't readdd any of the novels but does jaeui reciprocate rahman's love for him or nah ?? Bananasaregoodforu

    yup he does, we won't see much of them tho but we get told the general idea

    Bananasaregoodforu April 29, 2026 1:36 pm
    yup he does, we won't see much of them tho but we get told the general idea kainess

    Ouwwwhhh, thank you for replying so fasttt loll appreciate it

    Jijirou April 29, 2026 2:17 pm
    exactly, I mean most fans hate him because of how he treats taeui and I totally get it but he is actually such a gentle polite man especially with jaeui, he NEVER once hurt him or forced himself on him, He trea... kainess

    novels mostly are better witj that I would like to read it but are afraid that I wouldn't like the webtoon anymore...... craving for more how do you endure it?

    Crimsonbutterfly April 29, 2026 3:16 pm
    Giiiirl who's Richarrrd Milmang

    Spoiler





    Richard and Christoph 2nd couple of 2nd novel Diaphonic Symphonia.. Both are cousins so yes it is incest and Richard is as cruel as Ilay, I find him even worse

    Sehun is my hubby April 29, 2026 3:41 pm
    Giiiirl who's Richarrrd Milmang

    Yess ... please

    rachel April 29, 2026 4:22 pm
    Spoiler Richard and Christoph 2nd couple of 2nd novel Diaphonic Symphonia.. Both are cousins so yes it is incest and Richard is as cruel as Ilay, I find him even worse Crimsonbutterfly

    Damn.... Sweet home albama type shit... So their relationship are hidden from their family right?

    Ryuka April 29, 2026 5:19 pm
    I haven't readdd any of the novels but does jaeui reciprocate rahman's love for him or nah ?? Bananasaregoodforu

    If i remember correctly, the novel doesn't explicitly explain their relationship but they're a couple

    kainess April 29, 2026 7:45 pm
    He's ONLY good to Jaeui, while treated others like insignificant insects. He's still one of the WORST. Zhen Zhen

    Well depending on what I remember when I read the novels I don't recall him treating any one else badly (except taeui for his own "wrong" reasons ofc)

    kainess April 29, 2026 7:46 pm
    Ouwwwhhh, thank you for replying so fasttt loll appreciate it Bananasaregoodforu

    Haha welcome, I LOVE passion sooo much so I enjoy analysing things about it and all with the fandom

    kainess April 29, 2026 7:49 pm
    novels mostly are better witj that I would like to read it but are afraid that I wouldn't like the webtoon anymore...... craving for more how do you endure it? Jijirou

    Well for me personally reading the novel made me even more excited for the manhwa updates, feels good knowing what will happen while being curious how events will be portrayed in the manhwa style and feels even more satisfying when a specific scene happened in the novel after imagining it over and over finally you're able to see real deal in manhwa

    Crimsonbutterfly April 30, 2026 4:50 am
    I haven't readdd any of the novels but does jaeui reciprocate rahman's love for him or nah ?? Bananasaregoodforu

    Well yes he does.. I can't say if he loves him back but yes he decided to be with him, but it takes so many years... Rahman's chasing arc is worth reading but they don't have their own novel so we don't know the exact details.... But we had one scene where jeaui asked taeui about love and said that Rahman wants him to become his boyfriend... Ig maybe he loved him back or maybe he don't but their end up together anyway

    Jijirou April 30, 2026 10:15 am
    Well for me personally reading the novel made me even more excited for the manhwa updates, feels good knowing what will happen while being curious how events will be portrayed in the manhwa style and feels even... kainess

    for me, I read the webtoon, get curious for the original story and am more excited then. But I get you too

kainess April 29, 2026 8:22 am

PEOPLE we're SO CLOSE things are gonna get chaotic

    Sehun is my hubby April 29, 2026 3:42 pm

    Can't you be my paragraph guy ??.... Why can't you spoil us

    kainess April 29, 2026 8:23 pm
    Can't you be my paragraph guy ??.... Why can't you spoil us Sehun is my hubby

    Okayy sooo SPOILERS AHEAD
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    Ilay and his "friends" (crew) bomb a region in Saudi Arabia (I forgot exactly where). It’s a tactic meant to distract the Saudi government, forcing them to focus on the incident. Because of this, Abdul Rahman leaves the mansion with most of the guards. Later on Ilay bombs the mansion to get Taeui out of there BUT Xinlu happens to be there at the same time. He drags Jaeui and puts him in the car, which forces Taeui into a difficult choice: go to Ilay or climb into the car with Xinlu for the sake of his brother.
    That entire scene was insane, Ilay approaching on his motorcycle, looking at Taeui in a bright, intense way because he finally found him however everything collapses when Taeui goes with Xinlu right in front of Ilay's eyes, it looked like Taeui is betraying him, even though he has no choice, he had to go with his brother. Fast forward: Taeui wakes up in a hotel room. He has a somehow emotional conversation with Xinlu and convinces him that they can never be together, then Taeui discovers through the news that HE and Ilay are now wanted terrorist worldwide. Taeui’s name and face somehow got dragged into the Saudi bombing incident, and he’s blamed alongside Ilay (they stay wanted for a long time before clearing their names). Taeui wants to return to Ilay ASAP and fix the misunderstanding, but Ilay ofc finds him first. Ilay is furious about what happened, and at first he refuses to listen or let Taeui explain or even speak, he ends up r*ping taeui but eventually Ilay calms down enough to hear him out. A few days later, they go back to Berlin to live together in Ilay’s house.
    That’s basically how it ends. Then the second novel starts, Diaphonic Symphonia, which has one of THE BEST Ilay/Taeui moments to me at least

    Sehun is my hubby April 29, 2026 8:44 pm
    Okayy sooo SPOILERS AHEAD .....Ilay and his "friends" (crew) bomb a region in Saudi Arabia (I forgot exactly where). It’s a tactic meant to distract the Saudi government, forcing them to focus on the incident... kainess

    Ahhhhhh love you Sensei Than you that you took time to ✍

    kainess April 29, 2026 8:58 pm
    Ahhhhhh love you Sensei Than you that you took time to ✍ Sehun is my hubby

    Welcome anytime, anything passion related I be excited alsooo I noticed you're an exol

    missparadox0 April 29, 2026 9:18 pm
    Okayy sooo SPOILERS AHEAD .....Ilay and his "friends" (crew) bomb a region in Saudi Arabia (I forgot exactly where). It’s a tactic meant to distract the Saudi government, forcing them to focus on the incident... kainess

    omg I jokingly said in a comment that ilay went to get his bomb collection. I didn't even knew this is what he's going to do lmfaooo

kainess April 24, 2026 12:28 pm

so I just finished reading the main story (booty wurk and full bloom), is this worse than non zero sum as people said ?? YES it is (and I read non zero sum novel), if non zero sum is considered to be a "dark" story, this goes beyond that, this is some abyss darkness, it is gut wrenching and really disturbing, it had such awful, horrible disgusting... events, this is NOT for the faint-hearted, like if you are willing to delve into this you need to be mentally prepared for the absolute worse and when the worse happens, be ready for even more worse things to happen like the more the situation worsens the more it will get intense, don't have high hopes or expectations and most importantly don't get fooled by some occasional "good" moments, they can be really deceptive, you might think things will get better at some point but later on you will be even more shocked, take this warning to a heart (coming from someone who read dark stories A LOT), plus you need to be REALLY patient because it is sooo long, thoroughly detailed and really slow paced which can be overwhelming
The hurt within this novel was on an entire other level, it is agonizing. Yes I went into this knowing damn well that it's really dark and will ruin my mentality for a while, but even delving into the story fully prepared, still I was shot several times, I said it too many times and I'll say it again, this novel is painful, it's an example of what we call a real tragedy. The more I read the more choking it becomes like genuinely as if someone is strangling you in the absolute slowest way ever, you think you can take it until you reach a point you simply can't breathe and can't wait for all of this to end, the writing style get you so involved with What's happening so you feel it all strongly, I may be exaggerating since I just finished it and I'm still in my feels and all, however I'm trying my best to deliver my thoughts and emotions as they are since I need to get this out of my chest, like I've been feeling my heart as if tied, a heavy knot deep within for the past days, it is consuming.
many horrendous, filthy things happened that will never leave my mind, not only between mc and ml but in the overall story with many other side characters, it is like the full packaging of painful dark events, this novel also showcases the twisted and toxic side of South Korea’s politics, business and art worlds, it’s so cruel that you can really feel the injustice

    Erinbun April 25, 2026 9:16 pm

    Yeah it sounds like Full Bloom is what solidifies it as being worse than NZS. If it ended after Booty Wurk, it would have just been yet another tragic dark BL story.

    I’m just gonna pretend Full Bloom doesn’t exist and the only thing that’s real is the AU where MC and ML get their happy little ending.

    kainess April 26, 2026 5:00 am
    Yeah it sounds like Full Bloom is what solidifies it as being worse than NZS. If it ended after Booty Wurk, it would have just been yet another tragic dark BL story. I’m just gonna pretend Full Bloom doesn’... Erinbun

    I went into Full Bloom thinking it's a little lighter than booty wurk but naah little did I know
    Yeah it's just better for our mental health to go on pretending that way (I know I can't escape it, this story will haunt my mind for a while )

    mekuss May 17, 2026 3:56 pm

    Is it horrible than some disturbing visual novels?

kainess March 5, 2026 10:19 pm

Sooo y'all I have a question, did anyone ever buy a novel from ridibooks?? If yes, does buying it allow us to download it, or we can only access it within the site/app ?? I mean tbh if I'm paying for something I'd rather have it downloaded for life so I hope so

Also another question if anyone here translated a novel that they bought themselves, what tools did y'all use?? Which are the best and most accurate??

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