I read the novel years ago, I said it before and I'll say it again, it's true that mc should have not ended up with anyone of them but if forcefully we'll have to chose between the three (I can't believe I'm actually saying this AGAIN) taekyeom is actually the better option and it sucks that he is because three of them doesn't deserve mc not even one bit
damn this entire comment section hates Abdul Rahman to the core HAHAHA (I mean valid tho) I am sorry to break it to y'all BUT trust me, take this as a warning, Rahman is actually the most sane and gentle one between the "big three" of this story (Ilay, Rahman and Richard)
omg the day diaphonic symphonia gets a manhwa adaptation, can't wait to se people's reaction to every Richard scene hahaha (evil laughing)
Ye people dislike the person who is a kidnapper but if considering that his Arab they have other thinking method how to get what is there they consider to be that's why I don't think that he is that ugly and knowing how Ilay had been brought up his psychic part is normal but I don't like xinlu in some point after he slept with clay for tae but never thought to give in and be bottom with tae as with Ilay he only wanted to be some and it's angers me and tae is to soft in these cases that's why he is my part of dislike type of person here.
exactly, I mean most fans hate him because of how he treats taeui and I totally get it but he is actually such a gentle polite man especially with jaeui, he NEVER once hurt him or forced himself on him, He treats jaeui as if he were handling fragile glass, so carefully and consciously afraid to hurt him and to be fair, all of this was described more thoroughly and better in the novel which is why only manhwa people can't see that in him that much and again valid of them tbh haha
yes I understand which is why I said it is valid of the fandom to dislike him since he hates Taeui and Taeui is our sunshine haha, but ya3ni wanted to give y'all a little spoiler/warning that Rahman is NOTHING compared to Richard and how badly Richard will be for Taeui in the future, just so y'all be ready for the worse actually hahaha
spoilers ahead
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we won't see much of a reaction from him, the moment taeui gets out of there we won't see rahman again until late chapters in diaphonic symphonia and right there you will know more about what rahman is willing to do to have jaeui by his side again, when I remember there is a specific REALLY funny and insane scene that will happen OMG hahaha
Well for me personally reading the novel made me even more excited for the manhwa updates, feels good knowing what will happen while being curious how events will be portrayed in the manhwa style and feels even more satisfying when a specific scene happened in the novel after imagining it over and over finally you're able to see real deal in manhwa
Well yes he does.. I can't say if he loves him back but yes he decided to be with him, but it takes so many years... Rahman's chasing arc is worth reading but they don't have their own novel so we don't know the exact details.... But we had one scene where jeaui asked taeui about love and said that Rahman wants him to become his boyfriend... Ig maybe he loved him back or maybe he don't but their end up together anyway
PEOPLE we're SO CLOSE things are gonna get chaotic
Okayy sooo SPOILERS AHEAD
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Ilay and his "friends" (crew) bomb a region in Saudi Arabia (I forgot exactly where). It’s a tactic meant to distract the Saudi government, forcing them to focus on the incident. Because of this, Abdul Rahman leaves the mansion with most of the guards. Later on Ilay bombs the mansion to get Taeui out of there BUT Xinlu happens to be there at the same time. He drags Jaeui and puts him in the car, which forces Taeui into a difficult choice: go to Ilay or climb into the car with Xinlu for the sake of his brother.
That entire scene was insane, Ilay approaching on his motorcycle, looking at Taeui in a bright, intense way because he finally found him however everything collapses when Taeui goes with Xinlu right in front of Ilay's eyes, it looked like Taeui is betraying him, even though he has no choice, he had to go with his brother. Fast forward: Taeui wakes up in a hotel room. He has a somehow emotional conversation with Xinlu and convinces him that they can never be together, then Taeui discovers through the news that HE and Ilay are now wanted terrorist worldwide. Taeui’s name and face somehow got dragged into the Saudi bombing incident, and he’s blamed alongside Ilay (they stay wanted for a long time before clearing their names). Taeui wants to return to Ilay ASAP and fix the misunderstanding, but Ilay ofc finds him first. Ilay is furious about what happened, and at first he refuses to listen or let Taeui explain or even speak, he ends up r*ping taeui but eventually Ilay calms down enough to hear him out. A few days later, they go back to Berlin to live together in Ilay’s house.
That’s basically how it ends. Then the second novel starts, Diaphonic Symphonia, which has one of THE BEST Ilay/Taeui moments to me at least
so I just finished reading the main story (booty wurk and full bloom), is this worse than non zero sum as people said ?? YES it is (and I read non zero sum novel), if non zero sum is considered to be a "dark" story, this goes beyond that, this is some abyss darkness, it is gut wrenching and really disturbing, it had such awful, horrible disgusting... events, this is NOT for the faint-hearted, like if you are willing to delve into this you need to be mentally prepared for the absolute worse and when the worse happens, be ready for even more worse things to happen like the more the situation worsens the more it will get intense, don't have high hopes or expectations and most importantly don't get fooled by some occasional "good" moments, they can be really deceptive, you might think things will get better at some point but later on you will be even more shocked, take this warning to a heart (coming from someone who read dark stories A LOT), plus you need to be REALLY patient because it is sooo long, thoroughly detailed and really slow paced which can be overwhelming
The hurt within this novel was on an entire other level, it is agonizing. Yes I went into this knowing damn well that it's really dark and will ruin my mentality for a while, but even delving into the story fully prepared, still I was shot several times, I said it too many times and I'll say it again, this novel is painful, it's an example of what we call a real tragedy. The more I read the more choking it becomes like genuinely as if someone is strangling you in the absolute slowest way ever, you think you can take it until you reach a point you simply can't breathe and can't wait for all of this to end, the writing style get you so involved with What's happening so you feel it all strongly, I may be exaggerating since I just finished it and I'm still in my feels and all, however I'm trying my best to deliver my thoughts and emotions as they are since I need to get this out of my chest, like I've been feeling my heart as if tied, a heavy knot deep within for the past days, it is consuming.
many horrendous, filthy things happened that will never leave my mind, not only between mc and ml but in the overall story with many other side characters, it is like the full packaging of painful dark events, this novel also showcases the twisted and toxic side of South Korea’s politics, business and art worlds, it’s so cruel that you can really feel the injustice
Yeah it sounds like Full Bloom is what solidifies it as being worse than NZS. If it ended after Booty Wurk, it would have just been yet another tragic dark BL story.
I’m just gonna pretend Full Bloom doesn’t exist and the only thing that’s real is the AU where MC and ML get their happy little ending.
Sooo y'all I have a question, did anyone ever buy a novel from ridibooks?? If yes, does buying it allow us to download it, or we can only access it within the site/app ?? I mean tbh if I'm paying for something I'd rather have it downloaded for life so I hope so
Also another question if anyone here translated a novel that they bought themselves, what tools did y'all use?? Which are the best and most accurate??






ISTG if not for Raga, xinlu would have been the MOST annoying bl character to me, raga saved his ass FR like I read the novel but still reading all of these events here again made me feel really frustrated AGAIN because of freaking xinlu ugh