Sohan never experienced a healthy relationship. All his life he only ever be with abusive/toxic close person or strangers. His father is a selfish asshole, his mom is an egoist (despite her being traumatized, there's no way a mom will abandoned her child like that), Sihwa is an emotionally underdeveloped alien whom creates a demanding relationship, and Gabin whom only a stranger until alien stuff make them a little close.
There's no one ever show Sohan how a normal and healthy relationship are supposed to be. In his pov, all his closed person have demand for him to fulfill. So what the different of him chosing one of them? They're all for him is the same. As he afraid to be back in hellhole of loneliness, he chose the figure who offer him company and seems care
Where mc being done with all the pain they've got. Staggering to find relieve by death. Preferably romance yaoi, but bg is alright too!
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/zankoku_na_kami_ga_shihai_suru/
Be aware tho it’s very triggering but the emotions, effects of trauma is so realistic and it’s so well written I think people don’t give it much of a chance because of how it looks but I could talk about every character for hours
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/swallow_gawee/
Maybe this one then (=・ω・=)
Disgusting asshole