I was exposed to it around 8th grade, a friend showed me a leaked scandal of an unknown person. At first i was confused because i don't see any people, it turns out I was focusing on the wall that looked like a literal sky oblivious of what happened down below but when I realized what i was actually watching, I was stunned and momentarily speechles......
You are not an outcast dear, you are just associating yourself in a wrong community.
My list are all dead and gone